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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

“Yes, Theo,” she said. “He’s from Belfast.”

“Yes.”

“And what’s he doing here?”

“Fishing.”

“He’s dangerous,” she said.

“You think so?”

“I do,” she replied. “First you leave me with a British soldier lying asleep on a sofa in the house in Belfast, and now I come here to find you tagging along with a Provo.”

“He’s not a Provo.”

“In fact, I think you might be getting out of your league. You don’t discriminate.”

“He’s all right.”

“No, he’s not all right.”

“You’re paranoid.”

“No,” she answered severely. “I’m Protestant.”

She slipped off her jeans, tights and knickers in one go and stood in a man’s shirt before him in the centre of the room.

“Will you stand back from the window,” whispered Jack.

“The only person that could be found out there at night looking in at women as they undress,” she answered, “is you.”

“Tell me all your dirty stories,” asked Jack feverishly.

“They only make you sad, you know,” she said, “and then you get these unexplainable white spots on your cheeks. It’s not good for you.” She held him to her shoulder. “If only you’d hold me and talk to me and kiss my breasts it would be enough.”

He smelt of oil, sweat and fish. His face had a travelled, distant look as he lay beside her smoking.

“Did you go off with anyone?” he asked with a beating heart.

“Not consciously.”

“What does that mean?”

“It means I didn’t.”

She cradled his fist in her hands. His breathing matched hers. But already their night together was over. He turned the religious pictures so that they faced into the room again. They descended the stairs in the dark house. On the coat stand he left £20. She walked with him down to the pier. In the darkness men were moving past the lights in the cabins. The radars were already turning, radios were spinning across various frequencies. Food was being passed down by hand. Gas canisters lowered.

No one talked.

The engines began to hum. Then started a deeper throb. The engine coolers shot out jets of seawater. The pier bristled with light. And before she knew it, the Blue Cormorant was casting off its ropes. At the point where he was about to step down onto the boat she said: “Don’t go.”

“I have to.”

“It was very beautiful last night,” she said.

“It was,” he said.

“When do I see you again?” she called.

“The weekend after next in Belmullet.”

“What?”

“Belmullet!” he shouted over the roar of the engines. “In Belmullet!” he roared through cupped hands.