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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

“There you have it. We booted for Galway. And some months later Mayo. I liked Mayo. Through contacts I set myself up as a house-painter. One of the first jobs I got was painting the cop shop in Tuam. I painted the new government offices in Castlebar. I painted the library. And bit-by-bit time went by. The guys don’t think of me and I don’t think of them. But I keep in contact. It’s in my interest.

“It’s history now.

“The guys might see me on the street and they call across and that’s it. They don’t intrude. That’s how I want it. And that’s hopefully how it’ll stay. I can handle that. But I could not handle the guilt-tripping.”

De Largey lifted his pint.

“Once ye don’t start guilt-tripping,” he said, “you’ll be all right.”

Daley the skipper came lumbering over from the bar and laid his hand on Jack’s shoulder. In his other hand he was holding by the stems three balloon glasses of brandy.

“Is it any harm to ask what you boys are talking about?”

“We’re not talking about you anyway.”

“That’s good,” said the skipper, “yous are two nice fellows, believe me. For animal lovers,” he added ironically. The three men drank the brandies in silence. “It’s all fast cars in Killybegs these days,” said Daley after a while. “The boys up here have it made.”

Just before closing time Catherine stepped into the bar. She ran across the room into Jack’s arms. From the moment she saw him the involuntary happiness that flooded up into her being was impossible to control; it welled up in her like hysteria.

“Are you not introducing us to the lady?” asked Daley.

Catherine, very adroitly, took each of their hands, and then a few moments later, drained by the encounter, she let Jack go. Squeezed him and let him go. She began to speak of her journey. The men got up from the table to leave them together.

She looked at him coolly, judging his response to her sudden appearance and what she was about to say.

“I’ve come down to live with you,” she said.

He startled her by laughing.

“C’mon, say something,” she said embarrassed.

“That’s great.”

“Is that all you can say?”

They knocked up a bed-and-breakfast overlooking the midnight sea and an amusement arcade of expensive trawlers. The landlady seemed not to hear their apologies about the late hour, but led them, in her pink dressing gown and fur-lined booties, to a bedroom saturated with holy pictures, memoirs of Los Angeles and photos of the Niagara Falls. The minute she was gone, Catherine turned the Virgin of Sorrows and Christ in the Garden of Gethsemane to the wall.

“Who was that fellow in the bar?” she asked.

“The skipper?”

“No, the quiet one with the eyes.”

“Oh, Theo?”