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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

She stood, self-consciously. It was her first time out by herself at night for ages. She stepped onto the road like a sick person, unsure of her feet, uncertain of her surroundings. Sara was already half-way up the hill. Overhead, four swans, like sheets clapping in the wind, were flying across the evening sky. There was a smell of rain on stones, of coarse unhampered growth from the ditches. Tired valerian was everywhere. She allowed Sara to cross the hill and then flew after her. From the crest, Catherine saw her sister walking very slowly past the beach at Scotchport. Passing the boathouse she became a shadow on the other side of the road. Then, getting by the houses, she ran, one wrist swinging, her other hand held firmly against her stomach, and her head down.

She turned a further corner, and doing so, stole a look behind towards the houses.

Catherine, terrified that she might be seen, hesitated.

But the light was fast fading. Darkness was rolling in from the sea with low, fast-moving clouds. The horizon gave off a thin sheen of electricity. Then, at a given note, all the voices of the birds stopped. Catherine wanted to turn back, hearing the mockery in Sara’s voice if she was seen. But she followed on. Three flashes of light from Eagle Island lit up the sky. Breathless, she looked down the straight road that led from the corner, but could see no sign of her sister. With an ache of the groin she thought of Sara holding Jack Ferris in her arms. The distance became a dark spot in front of her eyes till again came the swinging lights. Disappointed, she walked along uneasily. She feared that Sara was hiding from her deliberately, and half-expecting her to jump out at any minute, Catherine stopped, wondering.

There was a lane of white sand to the right that led eventually to the dunes. Catherine, her fists gripped tight in the pockets of her coat, walked down the lane about a hundred yards to where the windswept grass ended and the rising furze of the bog began.