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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

“I found two in an outhouse. I did this one up” – he hesitated – “especially. It’s a fine class of a lamp.”

He lit a cigarette, and swished the match to and fro unnecessarily before hurling it into the grate.

“You are a dab hand,” said Maisie. “It’s the very thing. Men have their place in the scheme of things, too.”

Jack studied the lamp, then returned his gaze to the fire.

“It’s nothing,” he said, crossing his legs. An air of uneasiness fell, as if they were finding themselves suddenly complete strangers to each other. The glib foreplay of language flittered out. No one knew what to say. The lamp filled the room with shadows. “Will you have tea?” asked Catherine. But Jack declined. “It’s a courting light, that,” he said. Just then, Sara came into the kitchen with her coat over her head. She shook the coat into the porch, paused, and looked round.

“What’s this?” she said.

“Jack brought it for us,” said Catherine. “Isn’t it beautiful?”

“Jack? Jack is it, now?” she said.

“I’m going out,” said Sara.

“Please yourself,” Catherine answered.

“Look, I’m going out for a while, that’s all.”

“How?”

“Walking.”

“Walking where?”

“I don’t know.”

“Well, I can’t stop you.”

“Just try.”

Sara buttoned up her cardigan. She looked into the mirror on the windowsill, and widened her eyes as she drew her cheeks down with her fingertips. Then she stood by the door, reluctant to leave.

“I find you depressing,” Sara said with a tone of bizarre unexpected intimacy.

“Where are you going?”

“I’ll be back early,” she pleaded, but Catherine continued brooding by the fire.

“Are you going to meet Jack?” she asked, and her upper lip shook.

“It’s not your concern who I’m meeting.”

“No, it’s not.”

“If you won’t speak civilly to me, then I’m going,” Sara said.

Catherine gave her a look of crazy, undefined envy.

“I don’t want rancour in the house,” Catherine, white-faced, replied.

Catherine talked to herself under her breath. Her face grew ugly when Sara was gone. She cried dispassionately. Waited for the sound of the car starting. She peered out of the curtains but the car remained unlit and untouched. Then, having reached a decision, she stood at the bottom of the stairs and listened. But she could not hear a sound except the constant shifting of the wind, and a hammering from the sea like tent-pegs being banged into the earth. She drew on a coat, pulled the door quietly behind her, and went to the gate.

She looked into the passenger windows of the car.