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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

Coming out of his reverie, O’Muichin thought aloud: “I have a feeling that I went this way once before.”

O’Muichin, precursor of other lovers to come in the life of the girls, looked up at the starched white sky across which he could feel the sea moving. A cloud crossed like an exhausted wave. He studied an abandoned lobster pot on the windowsill of a deserted shed without a roof, and beyond that, a yard of collapsed and grinning galvanize. Gulls wheeled by, then scald crows started up, and for one brief inconclusive second he realized that birds never look at each other while they fly, nor when they sit on telegraph wires, not even when they perch in a cage. This he thought was something to ponder on.

He told this to Sara.

She said: “I never like to see someone who cannot look you in the eye.”

The window of the study came down. “Teehaw,” said the Sergeant using Sara’s pet name, “leave Mr O’Muichin alone, and be off with you.”

“She’s all right, Mr Adams,” said the Irish speaker, and then in a nervous fashion – some creature had tightened his bodice again – he took a walk up the peninsula.

In Belmullet the Dublin Jackeen was an object of great curiosity, as was the man before him, but O’Muichin even more so, since he did not fraternize. Nor did he relish at all the interest taken in him. He was a man constantly looking for an escape. To disappear. Become transparent. The people had a name for that, which translated means “head of straw”. On his toes he leaned over to look at the water. He felt the rim of the old bridge with his hands and stood there for a while.

“When they build the new one they should make it so it opens to let boats through,” said an old fellow beside him. “Then you’d be able to travel right round the peninsula by water.”

O’Muichin snapped the notebook out of his pocket and jotted something down. He took another step towards the house, then stopped again to write. The spell was broken. He felt benign. The notebook came out, the thought was dismissed, he walked on. Catherine appeared. His walk eventually took them to a beach and Catherine accompanied him. First at a distance, then alongside.