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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

He came in from the garden with a clump of yellow gazanias. His hair and face were damp. He placed the flowers very carefully on the sink. Turned and put an outstretched hand upon the table. “Oh,” he said as if remembering something. Then O’Muichin saw that Jonathan Adams had turned wretchedly pale. “Mr Adams!” said O’Muichin. The old man shook his head. Another seizure of pain passed through him. He placed both hands on the table, leaned his head forward and down and stayed there like a man in the starting blocks.

After a while he lifted his eyes and looked at the teacher.

“Excuse me,” he said. “I get these touches of indigestion. I’ll go upstairs to my study now.”

“Can I get you anything?”

“No, thank you,” said Jonathan Adams, “I’ll just go above.”

He stopped at the foot of the stairs again. Another cramp pinned him to the bottom step. It passed.

O’Muichin’s only bad points were flicking cigarette ash over the kitchen table, singing songs in Gaelic to himself at all hours of the night, suddenly cursing in a sharp Dublin aside, and shying away from all intimacy with the girls, beyond what his teaching called for. In the morning, Maisie would find the bed made, the hearth in his room littered with the stubs of cigarettes, and the candles he had brought with him burnt to a spit on the mantel.

“Why the candles?” she asked him.

“For the same reason that I love to listen to the rain,” he explained.

Religion was another matter. Each Sunday he attended a different church. And yet if he was asked, as he was by Catherine once, did he believe in God, he answered: “We have been alone for such a long time and then one day, one man comes along. Yes, Christ. I suppose it must mean something.” Then he considered her question. “But God? Well, I love the man who made the world, but I don’t believe in him.” For a while it appeared he might continue, but then he winked and smiled, and Sara bared her bottom teeth to keep herself from laughing, for he seemed a very timorous man to be taking on the whole world. But he did not enter into such matters while he instructed the Master in his study of Sweeney, or the pursuit of Diarmuid and Grainne, or the Children of Lir.

“Have you been to the Island of Purity?” asked the Sergeant.

“What’s that?” asked the teacher.

“Inishglora.”

“I’m afraid not.”

“You should go, for that’s where those swans ended their days.”

“I didn’t know. One has to assume certain things.”

“That is your error. You can assume nothing. Nothing at all.”