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Chapters (43)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Dermot Healy
  4. Praise
  5. A GOAT’S SONG
  6. I. Christmas Day in the Workhouse
  7. 1. Waiting for Catherine
  8. 2. Walking the Triangle
  9. 3. A Taxi Through New York at Midnight
  10. 4. Shangrila
  11. 5. The Nomads
  12. 6. Christmas Morning
  13. 7. The Love Object
  14. 8. The Cockatiel
  15. II. The Salmon of Knowledge
  16. 9. The Death of Matti Bonner
  17. 10. The Fenian Ledger
  18. 11. The News at Six
  19. 12. The Summer Home
  20. 13. The Outsiders
  21. 14. As Gaelige
  22. 15. O’Muichin and the Cléirseach
  23. 16. The Salmon of Knowledge
  24. III. The Hares
  25. 17. The Mourners
  26. 18. The Greatest Man in Ballyconeely
  27. 19. Oh No, Don’t Stop the Carnival
  28. 20. The Illustrated Sons of Ireland
  29. 21. The Sea
  30. 22. Through the Downhill Tunnel
  31. 23. The Irishman
  32. 24. Madame George
  33. 25. What Did Shamey Coyle Do When He Left Prison?
  34. IV. The Musical Bridge
  35. 26. Flying in Belfast
  36. 27. Crossing the Musical Bridge
  37. 28. Searching for Jack in Yeats’ County
  38. 29. Guilt–tripping
  39. 30. Corrloch
  40. 31. The Cuckoo Mocks the Corncrake
  41. 32. A Time of Big Seas
  42. 33. Popular Songs
  43. 34. Happiness

He decided he must go down to consult the authorities in the Customs House or wherever a body went. But first he wrote to all the Presbyterian, Protestant and Methodist Church bodies for information on their former congregations in the Erris area. Then he sent all his findings off to the National Museum and waited to hear from them. No reply came. He could wait no longer. He took his Mullet Ledger and prepared for a trip to Dublin.

It was an extraordinary embarrassment for Jonathan Adams that he had never stood in Dublin. Money, a train schedule and a change of clothes were sorted out. He took the car to Castlebar. The scholar was to be gone a week. In fact, he was back in three days. Furious, he stepped in through the door, gave a savage shriek when spoken to, and retired to his room black-faced. For days not a word was spoken at meal times.

His daughters feared that he was back to being a Loyalist again.

At last, he brought himself to say: “My whole findings are seemingly of no scientific interest. And what I’ve learned has already been published.” He looked at Maisie. “Do you think I am too old to learn a new language?”

“Are we going to France?”

“Be sensible, woman!”

The women had never seen him so upset.

“They took me for a crank!” he shouted. “They took me for a figure of fun! I’ve picked my own out of their blood in a heap on the road and these Nationalists have the temerity to laugh at me!” The blood ran to the exasperated old policeman’s head.

His pride was gone. His chin at odd moments shook in a manner that made his daughters look away. From having developed a silent convivial nature since his retirement, he returned to his old austere self. “Take off those shameless garments!” he screamed. He became for a while a dispirited, aimless soul, as he’d been after Duke Street. “I shall die in this godforsaken hamlet,” he complained to Maisie. “And worse, without knowing its nature.” He now dreaded going from one room to another. But the women would not let him be. They carried on as before.

“Do you know that we are the only Protestant family on this peninsula, are you aware of that?” he shouted at Maisie. “And you! You brought us here! And what I would like to know is what we are doing here? Have you any answer to that?”

“No, Jonathan. If you want us to return we can do so.”

“I do want to return!” he exclaimed fiercely.

His rages were sudden and exhausting.