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  1. A DARK MATTER
  2. DEDICATION
  3. CONTENTS
  4. JENNY
  5. JENNY
  6. HANNAH
  7. DOROTHY
  8. HANNAH
  9. JENNY
  10. DOROTHY
  11. HANNAH
  12. DOROTHY
  13. HANNAH
  14. DOROTHY
  15. JENNY
  16. HANNAH
  17. DOROTHY
  18. JENNY
  19. DOROTHY
  20. HANNAH
  21. JENNY
  22. HANNAH
  23. DOROTHY
  24. JENNY
  25. HANNAH
  26. DOROTHY
  27. JENNY
  28. HANNAH
  29. JENNY
  30. DOROTHY
  31. JENNY
  32. HANNAH
  33. JENNY
  34. DOROTHY
  35. JENNY
  36. HANNAH
  37. HANNAH
  38. DOROTHY
  39. JENNY
  40. HANNAH
  41. DOROTHY
  42. JENNY
  43. HANNAH
  44. DOROTHY
  45. HANNAH
  46. JENNY
  47. DOROTHY
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  49. HANNAH
  50. JENNY
  51. DOROTHY
  52. JENNY
  53. HANNAH
  54. DOROTHY
  55. JENNY
  56. DOROTHY
  57. HANNAH
  58. JENNY
  59. DOROTHY
  60. HANNAH
  61. JENNY
  62. DOROTHY
  63. HANNAH
  64. JENNY
  65. HANNAH
  66. DOROTHY
  67. JENNY
  68. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  69. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  70. COPYRIGHT
  71. AN EXTRACT FROM THE BIG CHILL
  72. DOROTHY
  73. JENNY
  74. HANNAH
  75. JENNY
  76. Other titles by Doug Johnstone, available from Orenda Books

Over the next couple of hours a handful of people came out of the vennel entrance, presumably employees of Red Box or people from the studio. No Liam, though. She searched more online, didn’t find anything useful. She was jittery from the coffee and wondered if she’d missed him while looking at her phone. She was about to go around the square again when Liam appeared and walked briskly past the café. She turned away as he passed then got her things and left, following him back the way he’d come. He got to the corner of Bernard Street then turned into The King’s Wark, a pub on the corner.

She waited a full minute then approached, pulling the door open. She’d drunk in here before, a woman her age had drunk in most pubs in Edinburgh and Leith. According to the plaque on the wall, this place had been around for 600 years, since some royal guy needed a place for a quick pint before getting on his ship at Leith Docks.

Liam was sitting at the bar drinking craft lager and looking at his phone. She went to the other end of the bar, faced away from him and ordered a double gin and tonic from a young guy with 112sculpted pecs and oversized glasses. The place was busy with office stragglers and early-evening diners. It was dingy, blackened stone walls, small windows, candles on the dinner tables. The layout was labyrinthine and she found a cubbyhole table where she had a view of Liam.

He smiled at a barmaid. They chatted, the body language suggesting this wasn’t the first time. He said something and she laughed. She was early twenties, tall and plain-faced, with a tight body in bar T-shirt and leggings. She might be flattered by his attention, and he would definitely be flattered by hers. They talked for a few minutes then she went to serve someone. His gaze lingered on her arse as she walked away, then he went back to his phone.

Was this it, the barmaid? Then what was the stuff at the studio? Maybe the two were connected somehow. She thought about men looking at women the way Liam looked at the barmaid. Hardly a crime, men would argue, but it built a bigger picture, a culture of objectification that changed the dynamic. Jenny had internalised it all her life, taken part in it, she maybe even enjoyed the attention when it wasn’t knuckle-dragging or harassing. But wasn’t that just a kind of Stockholm syndrome? Men treat you like shit so often that when you find one who’s not a complete bastard you’re so grateful you jump into bed with him. But that line of thinking turned it into a war. She’d felt confrontational for a long time after Craig left, men were the fucking enemy, their bad behaviour excused by society, women going along with it.