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  1. A DARK MATTER
  2. DEDICATION
  3. CONTENTS
  4. JENNY
  5. JENNY
  6. HANNAH
  7. DOROTHY
  8. HANNAH
  9. JENNY
  10. DOROTHY
  11. HANNAH
  12. DOROTHY
  13. HANNAH
  14. DOROTHY
  15. JENNY
  16. HANNAH
  17. DOROTHY
  18. JENNY
  19. DOROTHY
  20. HANNAH
  21. JENNY
  22. HANNAH
  23. DOROTHY
  24. JENNY
  25. HANNAH
  26. DOROTHY
  27. JENNY
  28. HANNAH
  29. JENNY
  30. DOROTHY
  31. JENNY
  32. HANNAH
  33. JENNY
  34. DOROTHY
  35. JENNY
  36. HANNAH
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  38. DOROTHY
  39. JENNY
  40. HANNAH
  41. DOROTHY
  42. JENNY
  43. HANNAH
  44. DOROTHY
  45. HANNAH
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  51. DOROTHY
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  53. HANNAH
  54. DOROTHY
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  57. HANNAH
  58. JENNY
  59. DOROTHY
  60. HANNAH
  61. JENNY
  62. DOROTHY
  63. HANNAH
  64. JENNY
  65. HANNAH
  66. DOROTHY
  67. JENNY
  68. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  69. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  70. COPYRIGHT
  71. AN EXTRACT FROM THE BIG CHILL
  72. DOROTHY
  73. JENNY
  74. HANNAH
  75. JENNY
  76. Other titles by Doug Johnstone, available from Orenda Books

Craig looked at his watch, exaggerated movements, drunk and comical. ‘In that case I would love a nightcap.’

She led him inside, both of them goofing it, sharing a look that they knew this was dumb, but what is life if not a bunch of dumb mistakes that feel good at the time. Plus they were loaded, so fuck it.

The big house was quiet and dark, giving Jenny a tremor in her heart. She thought about the bodies lying in the fridges through the back, the dead guy in his coffin in one of the viewing rooms. She thought about her dad, he was part of this house, part of her life since the day she was born, and now he was a pile of dust that Dorothy didn’t know what to do with.

She took Craig upstairs to the kitchen, pulled whisky from a cupboard, found two tumblers and poured. He wandered to the whiteboards and perused them. She took her jacket off, placed it on the back of a chair and brought the drinks over, the smell reminding her of her dad after a long day’s work.300

Craig nodded at the whiteboards. ‘So you ladies are really taking this investigator thing seriously?’

Jenny shrugged, thought of Liam. ‘It’s kind of fallen into our laps. Hannah is obviously distraught about Mel, looking for answers, and Mum has something she needs to find out.’

Craig squinted at the scribbles on the board. ‘To do with Jim?’

‘Maybe, we’re still not sure.’

Craig took a sip of whisky and Jenny copied him, felt the burn, felt alive.

‘What about your adultery sting?’

‘I told him what his wife did,’ Jenny said, cringing at the memory. ‘He didn’t take it well.’

‘Marriages, eh?’

Schrödinger padded into the room and slunk around the table, his back raised, fur up. He approached Craig with a soft hiss then slipped out of the door.

‘I don’t think he likes me,’ Craig said.

‘Rival male in the house.’

‘Is that what I am?’

‘He’s the alpha male around here,’ Jenny said. ‘Since…’

She didn’t want to talk anymore, didn’t want to mention her dad or mum or daughter or any of it. Just wanted to be here in the bubble of the moment. What was it Liam said, we are our processes not our results? This was a process, her life was a process, you can’t judge a life by results. Divorced, jobless, homeless, fatherless, these were the results not the process.

She leaned in and kissed Craig, felt his surprise melt into reciprocation. His whisky glass moved to the side as he pressed into her, his other hand on her waist, a movement against her hip that she responded to.