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Chapters (94)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Part I
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Part II
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Chapter 25
  31. Chapter 26
  32. Chapter 27
  33. Chapter 28
  34. Chapter 29
  35. Chapter 30
  36. Chapter 31
  37. Chapter 32
  38. Chapter 33
  39. Chapter 34
  40. Chapter 35
  41. Chapter 36
  42. Chapter 37
  43. Chapter 38
  44. Chapter 39
  45. Part III
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Chapter 49
  56. Chapter 50
  57. Chapter 51
  58. Chapter 52
  59. Chapter 53
  60. Chapter 54
  61. Chapter 55
  62. Chapter 56
  63. Chapter 57
  64. Chapter 58
  65. Chapter 59
  66. Chapter 60
  67. Chapter 61
  68. Chapter 62
  69. Chapter 63
  70. Chapter 64
  71. Chapter 65
  72. Chapter 66
  73. Chapter 67
  74. Chapter 68
  75. Chapter 69
  76. Chapter 70
  77. Chapter 71
  78. Chapter 72
  79. Chapter 73
  80. Chapter 74
  81. Chapter 75
  82. Chapter 76
  83. Chapter 77
  84. Chapter 78
  85. Chapter 79
  86. Chapter 80
  87. Chapter 81
  88. Chapter 82
  89. Chapter 83
  90. Chapter 84
  91. Acknowledgments
  92. About the Author
  93. Also by Jenny Colgan
  94. About the Publisher

Ashkan winced. The transplant people were so desperate, so determined—and if he had good organs, oh, what a difference they would make to people.

Lissa seemed to snap out of herself a little then and straightened up. “What did you say?” she asked.

Chapter 7

The cottage was nearly identical to the one they’d just left but furnished in a neutral, modern style, with a wood-burning stove and large prints of the children in black and white on the walls.

“Hello there, Islay,” Cormac said cheerily. “Why aren’t you asleep, then?”

The tween was lying on the bed, blue and breathing heavily. Nonetheless she attempted a grin for Cormac and a slightly flirtatious look for Jake, who was generally a hit with the ladies.

“Ach, you’ve looked better,” said Cormac, understating the case. The child had severe cardiomyopathy, and absolutely nothing seemed to be helping. The pacemaker was just the latest in a line of therapies that were failing her.

“I was thinking about maybe taking her in,” said her mother. They were extremely familiar with the hospital in Inverness.

“Well, let’s have a listen,” said Cormac, taking out his stethoscope. “Those beta-blockers not working on you, Islay?”

Trying to be helpful, the child shook her head, just a fraction. How used she was; how tired she was of the constant invasion, the constant questions. She looked so weary. Cormac felt his own heart sink. He’d left the army to get away from the endless trauma cases, but this, in its own way, was just as difficult. Jake took her blood pressure and frowned.

“Well?” said Mrs. Coudrie.

“I’ll talk to Joan,” said Jake. “This”—he wrote down the number on a piece of paper, but Elspeth Coudrie already knew it by heart—“is when we’d blue-light. But I think we’ll see what Joan has in her armory.”

Cormac patted Islay on the hand. “I know you want to stay up all night watching Mr. Drake on the television.”

Islay rolled her eyes. “It’s Drake,” she wheezed. “Not Mr. Drake. And I don’t like him anyway.”

“That’s good,” said Cormac. “He’s too old for you.”

Islay tried to smile.

“But the best thing you could do is get some sleep,” said Cormac.

This wasn’t true. The best—and rapidly turning into the only—thing she could do was to get a heart transplant. If only it were that simple.

“Imagine,” said Mrs. Coudrie, as Jake finished his call and Islay tried to get comfortable. “Imagine waiting for someone else’s child to die. Imagine hoping that they will.”

“I DON’T KNOW!” said Kai’s mother, her voice hysterical. “They were all yelling. And I just wanted to see my boy. He’s my boy! And they wanted to chop him up.”

Lissa took the woman’s hands. “Did you say no?” she said softly.