Chapters (81)
But did she have to steal that possibility away from me?
“I used to be a nurse. I know how hard this kind of condition can be for a family. It can help to talk about it. I just don’t want you to get hurt, thinking your mom might be—”
I kick in the headlights and running lights on the new car to keep it from being a beacon. I smash them so hard the bulbs are practically pulverized.
We don’t need those lights. There’s enough moonlight to see the hulks of cars on the road even if we can’t see much detail.
I slide into the passenger seat.
“Sorry,” says Clara as she slips into the driver’s seat.
I nod.
And that’s the end of that ugly topic.
She turns on the engine and we head north again slowly toward San Francisco.
“Why are you here, Clara? My mom and I aren’t exactly the best traveling mates.”
She drives in silence for a while. “I may have lost faith in humanity. Maybe they’re right to exterminate us.”
“What does that have to do with you traveling with us?”
“You’re a hero. I’m hoping you’ll restore my faith and show me that we’re worth saving.”
“I am so not a hero.”
“You saved my life back at the aerie. By definition, you’re my hero.”
“I left you in a basement to die.”
“You broke me out of the grasp of a living horror when I thought all hope was gone. You gave me the opportunity to crawl back to life when no one else could.”
She glances over at me, her eyes shining in the dark. “You’re a hero, Penryn, whether you like it or not.”
26
MY MOTHER mutters nonstop at the receiver. Her voice turns into a cadence, and it creeps me out that it’s the same cadence as when she prays. Because this time, she’s addressing the devil.
It’s slow going weaving through dead cars in the dark but we manage. We follow the same route that Raffe and I had when we drove into the city. Only this time, there’s no one on the road. No refugees, no twelve-year-olds driving cars, no tent cities. Just mile after mile of empty streets, newspapers tumbling along the sidewalks, and abandoned cell phones crunching under our tires.
Where are the people? Are they hiding out behind the dark windows of the buildings? Even after the aerie attack, I can’t imagine that everyone left the city.
I find myself stroking the soft fur of the stuffed bear. There’s something especially eerie about the deserted city streets and something especially reassuring about having a kick-ass sword hanging around my shoulders, even if it is disguised as a stuffed toy.
In a couple of hours, we find ourselves working our way toward the piers.