Chapters (97)
- Cover
- Praise for Katerina Diamond
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Chapter Thirty-Four
- Chapter Thirty-Five
- Chapter Thirty-Six
- Chapter Thirty-Seven
- Chapter Thirty-Eight
- Chapter Thirty-Nine
- Chapter Forty
- Chapter Forty-One
- Chapter Forty-Two
- Chapter Forty-Three
- Chapter Forty-Four
- Chapter Forty-Five
- Chapter Forty-Six
- Chapter Forty-Seven
- Chapter Forty-Eight
- Chapter Forty-Nine
- Chapter Fifty
- Chapter Fifty-One
- Chapter Fifty-Two
- Chapter Fifty-Three
- Chapter Fifty-Four
- Chapter Fifty-Five
- Chapter Fifty-Six
- Chapter Fifty-Seven
- Chapter Fifty-Eight
- Chapter Fifty-Nine
- Chapter Sixty
- Chapter Sixty-One
- Chapter Sixty-Two
- Chapter Sixty-Three
- Chapter Sixty-Four
- Chapter Sixty-Five
- Chapter Sixty-Six
- Chapter Sixty-Seven
- Chapter Sixty-Eight
- Chapter Sixty-Nine
- Chapter Seventy
- Chapter Seventy-One
- Chapter Seventy-Two
- Chapter Seventy-Three
- Chapter Seventy-Four
- Chapter Seventy-Five
- Chapter Seventy-Six
- Chapter Seventy-Seven
- Chapter Seventy-Eight
- Chapter Seventy-Nine
- Chapter Eighty
- Chapter Eighty-One
- Chapter Eighty-Two
- Chapter Eighty-Three
- Acknowledgements
- Author’s Note
- Keep Reading …
- Everything you think you know is a lie …
- Some things can’t be forgiven …
- Roses are red … he wants you dead
- Sometimes the past comes back to kill you …
- About the Author
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- About the Publisher
Adrian rushed through the corridor as fast as he could. His rib ached but he didn’t care. Inside the bathroom he quickly entered the cubicle and locked the door, pressing the weight of his body against it. Keep it together. He hadn’t eaten breakfast and so there was nothing to come out of him, but the nausea passed.
It was a trade-off, being around other people and feeling sick and afraid, versus being alone and feeling sick and afraid. Both had their pros and cons. He felt safer with other people around, safer from physical harm, at least. What he didn’t like about being around other people was the feeling that maybe they would be able to see past the thin veneer he had put in place, as though maybe somehow he couldn’t act normal enough. It was impossible to decide which of these was worse.
His mind drifted back to suicide, just like that. If you can’t exist in one place or another, then where do you go? Remembering what the priest had said to him about how his death would impact those who care about him, he composed himself. He stepped out of the cubicle and splashed water on his face. He left the men’s room and walked to the briefing room.
Let’s do this.
Chapter Fifty-Nine
Imogen had noticed that Adrian still wasn’t eating much. She had assumed that he was doing his eating in the day while she was at work, but since he had come back in, she hadn’t even seen him eating here, either; nor drinking as much as he should be. It was becoming harder to ignore the concerns she had for his health. It was also getting difficult to pretend there wasn’t a problem.
Was there something he wasn’t telling her? It had been weeks and the bruising was almost completely gone, yet he still moved with difficulty. His posture was different – tense, somehow. Add to that the fact that he was distant and distracted.
Since she had started working with him, Adrian had always been open and warm, even when things were difficult in their own personal lives. He was the one who liked to put other people at ease. It was difficult to put into words the way Adrian was, but he always put others’ comfort first, or maybe he was just like that with her. He was a considerate man, more than most she had met.