Carla’s mother sipped her coffee and looked out of the window to the street, as if interested in the people hurrying to work in scarves and gloves. She, too, was pretending to be calm, but Carla knew that she was just waiting for her moment.
The maid, Ada, was standing at the counter in an apron, slicing cheese. She put a plate in front of Father, but he ignored it. ‘ “Herr Hitler was evidently charmed by Elisabeth Cerruti, the cultured wife of the Italian ambassador, in a rose-pink velvet gown trimmed with sable.” ’
Mother always wrote about what people were wearing. She said it helped the reader to picture them. She herself had fine clothes, but times were hard and she had not bought anything new for years. This morning, she looked slim and elegant in a navy-blue cashmere dress that was probably as old as Carla.
‘ “Signora Cerruti, who is Jewish, is a passionate Fascist, and they talked for many minutes. Did she beg Hitler to stop whipping up hatred of Jews?” ’ Father put the magazine down on the table with a slap.
Here it comes, Carla thought.
‘You realize that will infuriate the Nazis,’ he said.
‘I hope so,’ Mother said coolly. ‘The day they’re pleased with what I write, I shall give it up.’
‘They’re dangerous when riled.’
Mother’s eyes flashed anger. ‘Don’t you dare condescend to me, Walter. I know they’re dangerous – that’s why I oppose them.’
‘I just don’t see the point of making them irate.’
‘You attack them in the Reichstag.’ Father was an elected parliamentary representative for the Social Democratic Party.
‘I take part in a reasoned debate.’
This was typical, Carla thought. Father was logical, cautious, law-abiding. Mother had style and humour. He got his way by quiet persistence; she with charm and cheek. They would never agree.
Father added: ‘I don’t drive the Nazis mad with fury.’
‘Perhaps that’s because you don’t do them much harm.’
Father was irritated by her quick wit. His voice became louder. ‘And you think you damage them with jokes?’
‘I mock them.’
‘And that’s your substitute for argument.’
‘I believe we need both.’
Father became angrier. ‘But Maud, don’t you see how you’re putting yourself and your family at risk?’
‘On the contrary: the real danger is not to mock the Nazis. What would life be like for our children if Germany became a Fascist state?’
This kind of talk made Carla feel queasy. She could not bear to hear that the family was in danger. Life must go on as it always had. She wished she could sit in this kitchen for an eternity of mornings, with her parents at opposite ends of the pine table, Ada at the counter, and her brother, Erik, thumping around upstairs, late again. Why should anything change?
She had listened to political talk every breakfast-time of her life and she thought she understood what her parents did, and how they planned to make Germany a better place for everyone. But lately they had begun to talk in a different way. They seemed to think that a terrible danger loomed, but Carla could not quite imagine what it was.