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Chapters (50)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BOY
  4. NONI
  5. NONI
  6. THE ETHER
  7. VILOXIN
  8. BOY
  9. TAI
  10. NONI
  11. BOY
  12. TAI
  13. PART ONE
  14. BOY
  15. NONI
  16. BOY
  17. TAI
  18. NONI
  19. BOY
  20. TAI
  21. NONI
  22. BOY
  23. PART TWO
  24. TAI
  25. NONI
  26. TAI
  27. PART THREE
  28. NONI
  29. TAI
  30. NONI
  31. BOY
  32. TAI
  33. PART FOUR
  34. NONI
  35. TAI
  36. NONI
  37. TAI
  38. NONI
  39. TAI
  40. NONI
  41. TAI
  42. NONI
  43. TAI
  44. NONI
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. PART FIVE
  47. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  48. Praise for White Fox
  49. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  50. Newsletter Sign-up

“First thing tomorrow morning,” I say, teeth chattering with adrenalized fury and—He knows? How can he know? How could he hide this from us? How could he? He’s opening his mouth to reply when a bell rings, because fortune favors Teddy Hammick.

“Last call,” announces a too-loud usher, ringing a second bell, and then the three of us are corralled into the theater, just as the Oscar-winning director of those ten movies whose name I always forget says, onstage, “Please know that immediately after this lost magazine promotional footage was discovered in the late video director’s home archives, it was handed into the authorities as well as Mireille’s family.”

The crowd titters, and the dense waves of brittle admirers part before us as Tai whispers to me, “But that’s … us.”

I hold firm on to her hand, my palm inching toward her wrist, my eyes trained on the chasm of black behind the sneakered director in his tux.

And then the screen crackles to life, and she’s there, above us, ten times our size.

I gasp.

Mama.

At first, it’s the fleeting shot of her face that gets me: ghostly, perfect, the bones arranged in such a way that only Nature herself could be responsible for crafting her. Mireille Foix possesses Grace Kelly’s elegance crossed with Audrey Hepburn’s mischievousness, Katharine Hepburn’s wit, and Marilyn Monroe’s pure, languid sex.

Then it’s in the way she moves: in the elegant snap of her doelike neck as she looks both ways crossing the street, in the upward flick of her manicured little finger as her hand moves through the air, in her gait—that waifish float that’s impossible to imitate, and God knows I’ve tried. The effortless insouciance of it all.

And then it’s in the Hermès scarf wrapped around her head: a classic pattern, a favored chain-link-and-saddle silk number, with … something on the corner, flapping in the wind. Her monogram, MFH.

“It’s May 24, 2009,” she says aloud, in her rasping lilt, and a gasp ripples through the audience. The morning of the night she disappeared. “We’re in the town of Limatra, shopping for my daughters.” She turns to the camera and smiles, with freckled cheeks and full lips. A loose wisp of chestnut hair brushes her neck. “Manon and Thaïs love these chocolates that I used to bring them from Belgium. But they’ve just opened an outpost right here on Viloxin. Let’s buy them two—or twenty—special boxes as a surprise, shall we?” She drifts up the steps of a small shop, the hem of her dress catching in the wind, then stops midway, as if she’s changed her mind. She waits there, on her tippy-toes, and a murmur runs through the crowd.

Just then, she looks over her shoulder, lowers her glasses, and winks at the camera. “Does that work?” she asks us.