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Chapters (50)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BOY
  4. NONI
  5. NONI
  6. THE ETHER
  7. VILOXIN
  8. BOY
  9. TAI
  10. NONI
  11. BOY
  12. TAI
  13. PART ONE
  14. BOY
  15. NONI
  16. BOY
  17. TAI
  18. NONI
  19. BOY
  20. TAI
  21. NONI
  22. BOY
  23. PART TWO
  24. TAI
  25. NONI
  26. TAI
  27. PART THREE
  28. NONI
  29. TAI
  30. NONI
  31. BOY
  32. TAI
  33. PART FOUR
  34. NONI
  35. TAI
  36. NONI
  37. TAI
  38. NONI
  39. TAI
  40. NONI
  41. TAI
  42. NONI
  43. TAI
  44. NONI
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. PART FIVE
  47. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  48. Praise for White Fox
  49. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  50. Newsletter Sign-up

We have no such thing as family talk, only family lies. “She knows about Mama. About Brando,” I say, as Saxim bites her lip, one hand held behind her back, the other holding fast to Tai’s other hand.

Teddy’s eyes flick up to mine, reptilian. I shove my free hand into my jean pocket to still it.

“I need to sit,” Tai says, releasing me and Saxim and nodding at the four folding chairs in the corner of Dad’s room. “Let’s all sit and be comfortable.”

That’s the last thing we’ll be. But I see the genius in it. Teddy moves to open the chairs, ever the dutiful uncle, and her eyes meet mine before traveling to her pocket. She’s fiddling with her phone while he’s distracted, unfolding them. As if she’s recording the conversation.

And when we perch ourselves in the chairs, Tai’s now closest to the door. She removes her heeled shoes with a mournful sigh.

Preparing.

“Your cousin Brando is unbalanced,” Teddy says, once we’re seated. “We had to protect you from him. He wanted to hurt your mother. He’s the one who sent those letters I showed you.” He settles further back into the chair, which creaks. Mina’s beeping continues. “Mina, can you do that elsewhere, and then grab us some cold coconut waters or something?”

Mina’s panel chirps assent and scritches out of the room.

I have a thought then: what if Brando, Mama’s young nephew, was her vampyrrhic boy? What if he was the one who lavished her with seemingly unconditional love in the form of his letters—deep, terrifying wells of truth, so different from the pretty lies she received from the other men around her—until little demons forced him to make a terrible mistake?

And then I think of the fact that Teddy thinks of himself as the vampyrrhic boy.

Teddy looks up at us, his eyes glassy, and I nibble on my lip.

“Mireille was sick,” he says. “I knew she was … unbalanced, too, on account of how let down she was by the institute’s and Hero Pharm’s failures. I tried to tell her there was no such thing as perfection, but she wouldn’t have it. I just didn’t understand how sick she was for a long time.”

Tai and I look at each other, numb, trying to glean how to feel from the other’s expression. My hands curl into self-protective fists.