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  1. Copyright Notice
  2. Dedication
  3. BOY
  4. NONI
  5. NONI
  6. THE ETHER
  7. VILOXIN
  8. BOY
  9. TAI
  10. NONI
  11. BOY
  12. TAI
  13. PART ONE
  14. BOY
  15. NONI
  16. BOY
  17. TAI
  18. NONI
  19. BOY
  20. TAI
  21. NONI
  22. BOY
  23. PART TWO
  24. TAI
  25. NONI
  26. TAI
  27. PART THREE
  28. NONI
  29. TAI
  30. NONI
  31. BOY
  32. TAI
  33. PART FOUR
  34. NONI
  35. TAI
  36. NONI
  37. TAI
  38. NONI
  39. TAI
  40. NONI
  41. TAI
  42. NONI
  43. TAI
  44. NONI
  45. EPILOGUE
  46. PART FIVE
  47. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  48. Praise for White Fox
  49. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  50. Newsletter Sign-up

She clutches me even tighter, Saxim lingering behind her, and that’s when I feel dampness on my shoulder. I put a hand on her wet, pink cheek, dab her tender skin—she’s been crying. I wonder if Brando found her first, scared her. I wonder if she found out what I know about him and Mitso, somehow. “Tai?”

Wordlessly, she draws me through the gap in the fence, then she and Saxim try to kick the fence closed once we’re all through. As if to keep someone out. She doesn’t say a word as the three of us sprint back up the hill and into the house. She locks the front door behind her, and I follow her to Dad’s sickroom, the most protected of them all. Breathless. We’re kneeling next to each other when she finally pulls something small and pink out of her bra and pushes it in my hands.

Leather, the finest leather. A crumpled ball. I straighten it and hold it up. A glove. A blush-pink glove.

“Tai?”

I look into her swollen eyes, and that’s when I know. Without breathing, I stuff it back into her hand, and close it tight. I don’t want it to touch the air and light.

“Where?”

The words spill out of her, and I can hardly keep up.

“Antella snuck us out through a service door and wrapped me in her Gucci sweater, even though I puked,” she says, lifting its purple hem. “But I insisted Saxim and I take a cab home alone. No one but you, me, and Saxim know about this.” She presses the glove back into my hand.

“And Teddy,” I whisper back.

We call the police again via Saxim’s phone, pacing back and forth as we try to explain, and we don’t notice when another car approaches the drive—nor when someone climbs up the hill. But we do hear an oversize key fiddling with the lock. We do hear the nightmarish front door, modeled on the glorious Gates of Hell, creaking open. We do hear the footsteps, heavier and more surefooted than ours, approach Dad’s room.

We know who’s coming.

When he opens the door, he finds us there, kneeling like three children, hands clasped as if in prayer. We turn to look at him. His face is calm.

“Tai,” he says. “I was really worried about you.” He puts on his same Santa Claus face—the one that brought us pure, childish joy. Kindly and warm. Impossible to resist. But I can’t help seeing it as a desperate mask now. “You just … left. With Antella Arnoix, of all people.”

“Hi,” Tai says, standing and smoothing her filth-encrusted sweater, as if he’s an old hookup she’s embarrassed to see. Mina continues to recharge behind us, beeping steadily.