Chapters (57)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- AUTHOR’S NOTE
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- POPULAR BOOKS FROM THE ERA
- When We Meet Again
- A Conversation with Caroline Beecham about When We Meet Again
- Discussion Guide
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- What’s next onyour reading list?
As she passed the security fences of the closed Palace Pier, Alice thought how strange it was that her mother hadn’t seemed concerned by her loss of income or the extra expenses of the baby clothes and pram they would have to buy. Ruth’s usual parsimony made it even more surprising. Although she didn’t show it, perhaps she felt a small amount of pleasure at the prospect of a grandchild.
When Alice arrived back at the guesthouse, Hope was in the hallway, her long gray hair wound into a bun, a patterned apron obscuring her dark clothing. She greeted Alice with a solemn smile. “I’m sorry, pet, but your mother isn’t going to make it down today. She says there’s disruption on the tracks.”
The trains were frequently diverted, the lines commandeered as soldiers took priority, but apparently this was the third time it had happened just when Ruth had planned to visit. Alice found that difficult to believe, and tears pricked her eyes.
To distract herself from her loneliness she’d explored the seafront and hidden parks and squares. When it rained she’d taken refuge at the cinema, and when her feet had grown too sore or her back ached, she’d found a spot, like she had that morning, to sit and read. It had worked for a while, minimizing her anxiety. But now she really needed to see her mother, and she was angry and hurt that Ruth clearly didn’t want to see her.
She sighed heavily, and Hope put her bucket down and placed her hands on Alice’s shoulders. “How about you come to the sitting room, and I’ll make us some lunch?” she said sympathetically.
“Thank you,” Alice said, looking into her aunt’s pitying gray eyes—eyes that reminded her of her father’s—“but I think I’ll just go lie down.”
Over the past several months she’d felt betrayed, angry, afraid and excited, but no emotion had been as heartfelt as the disappointment that ached inside her now.
“All right, pet, but you let me know if you change your mind. I’ve got fresh eggs—I could make you an omelet.”
“I’m fine, honestly, Hope. Thank you, but you have them.” Alice sniffed then tried to smile. “I’ll be down later.” She climbed the stairs to her room, wondering, as she had the last time Ruth had let her down, whether her mother had become unstable again or if she just couldn’t face her anymore—and what that said about the future.
Six
New York, March 1943