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Chapters (54)
  1. Cover
  2. WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU LEMONS
  3. Dedication
  4. Part One
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Part Two
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Part Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Part Four
  37. Chapter Thirty
  38. Chapter Thirty-One
  39. Chapter Thirty-Two
  40. Chapter Thirty-Three
  41. Chapter Thirty-Four
  42. Chapter Thirty-Five
  43. Chapter Thirty-Six
  44. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  45. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  46. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  47. Chapter Forty
  48. Chapter Forty-One
  49. Chapter Forty-Two
  50. Acknowledgements
  51. Keep Reading …
  52. About the Author
  53. By the same author:
  54. About the Publisher

‘Oh, that’s just a stopgap kind of thing,’ I say.

‘Really?’ Her eyes widen in interest as I laugh awkwardly.

‘Well, yes – a stopgap that’s gone on for way too long. Half a decade in fact. But actually, working on the show here has been really useful for me too. It’s changed everything, actually.’

‘In what way?’

I exhale, wondering whether to hold back, or just to let it all out. ‘I’ve been treading water these past few years,’ I say. ‘Not just with work but in all ways really. It’s just happened. Maybe it was having a second child fairly late on or, um, other things in my life … but the show reminded me how much I loved my job, when I was younger. And it wasn’t about the salary, or the recognition back then. It was just doing something I loved.’

She beams at me. ‘I do know that feeling.’

‘D’you feel like that, about working here?’

‘I do,’ she says firmly, ‘and I know Isla does too. We all do. But I think we needed an injection of something new.’

‘A Penny Barnett injection,’ I suggest.

‘Well, yes, Penny, of course. But you made it happen, Viv. You ran with the idea, and turned into a real thing, something entirely doable with virtually no budget at all. And look what’s happened.’

‘It’s been brilliant,’ is all I can think of to say. ‘And it’s also been a total pleasure. I wish everything I did felt like this. Work-wise, I mean.’

‘Well, maybe it could,’ Hannah remarks. ‘Erm, would you consider taking on a role here, Viv?’

I blink at her. ‘You mean … an actual job?’

‘I do, yes. Well, a contract actually. A maternity contract …’

I look at her, not quite sure what she means. ‘What kind of role would it be?’ I ask. It’s safer, I decide, than blurting out, Are you pregnant? to be met with a steely gaze, not that Hannah seems remotely steely, but it’s not what an un-pregnant woman wants to hear. I’ve made that mistake in the past.

‘It’s the role of special exhibitions officer,’ she replies, ‘which basically means covering for me. It’s a little while off yet. I’m hoping to work right through until May – but I’d like to have the right person in place well before that.’

I grin at her. ‘You’re going on leave? You mean, you’re …’

‘Yes, I am pregnant,’ she says, laughing. I glance down, now seeing the small, neat bump beneath her loose grey cotton dress. ‘I know it can be a dangerous thing to comment on. But yes, I’m taking a full year’s leave, and the maternity contract will be for that year. And at the end of that …’ She pauses.

‘It doesn’t matter,’ I say quickly. ‘I know you probably can’t guarantee anything beyond that.’