What I had not expected was to like it. Perhaps it was because it was Whitney and it was the connection we had. Maybe because she was as nervous as me and she’d been a virgin prior to me and she trusted me with so many of her firsts that I felt comfortable enough to give her this one. Or maybe it was because I came like a fucking freight train all over her tits because she was on top. Either way, it was something we’d done a handful of times while we were together.

“Can we tonight?”

“Can I have yours tonight?” Even if she said no, I’d still agree. I would do anything to put a smile on her face after the day we’ve had.

“Of course.” She purrs as she begins to move around in my lap. “Missed putting your dick in my ass, Price?”

“Missed putting a fake one in mine?” I quip, and she nods.

I clear my throat, not wanting to bring this up but knowing it’ll haunt me if I don’t. “Did you… I mean, did you try this with anyone else?”

She shakes her head. “No. This isn’t something I could do with just anyone.” Her eyes avoid mine. “Let’s just do this now, I suppose.” She puts her hands in her lap and fidgets with them. She’s still straddling me, so she grazes my chest in the process. “Parker wasn’t very adventurous and coming off of a relationship with you made things disappointing at times. You and I had done so many things and it was always exciting… even when it was missionary in your bed, it was so intense I couldn’t even breathe at times. But you showed me how fun and exciting sex could be and then I met someone who didn’t want to try anything. He never even… I mean…” she scrunches her face. “I hate that I’m saying this, it feels shitty but… he never made me come during sex.”

“EVER?!” The word leaves me in a roar and she winces before putting a finger to her ear.

“Okay, JP, I’m right here.” She chuckles and I pinch her side because between the two of us she’s always been the louder one. “No. I mean, he did make me come, but just not from penetration. I’m saying it like that so you’re not thinking too much about it.” I’m grateful for her oversight because I know if she’d said anything about his dick, I’d lose it.

“So, when you two… never?” She shakes her head. “How… I mean… you knew it was possible, how did you not miss it?”