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Chapters (30)
  1. Cover
  2. ALSO BY JENNIFER LONGO
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. INTERNSHIP
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Chapter Six
  12. Chapter Seven
  13. Chapter Eight
  14. Chapter Nine
  15. Chapter Ten
  16. Chapter Eleven
  17. Chapter Twelve
  18. Chapter Thirteen
  19. Chapter Fourteen
  20. Chapter Fifteen
  21. Chapter Sixteen
  22. Chapter Seventeen
  23. Chapter Eighteen
  24. Chapter Nineteen
  25. Chapter Twenty
  26. Chapter Twenty-one
  27. Author’s Note
  28. Acknowledgments
  29. About the Author
  30. What’s next onyour reading list?

Thank you to Georgia Hardstark, Karen Kilgarriff, and Steven Ray Morris for saving me from myself.

To my family: you are, as always, on every page I write. Unless I say it’s not you; then it’s probably not. My older daughter, Julia J. K. Rizzle Neal. Tim and Vickie Longo, the Falletti family, Kathy and James Clark, the Temmermans, and the Kiekhaefers. Sarah Sydor, unending love. James, Henri, and June Longo, for daily writing assistance. Thank you to my Fair Oaks family: Joe, Dan, Dan’s Joe, Deanne, Beth, Aaron, Merete, Barbara, Karen, Lucy, Corey, Jeff, Amy’s Jeff, Patrick, Poe, and my sisters Lisa, Brianne, and my very own Analise Langford Clark. I would be alone without you.

My father, Fred Belt, who would have loved this one.

My dad, Robert Irvin, who loved them all. Who is in every word, always.

Deep respect and gratitude for every former and current person in foster care, and to you who let me listen to your lives, who helped me to tell Muir’s story; though it will never be enough, all I know to say is thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Tim Longo Jr. For walking me into the forest, for your love of the wilderness and of John Muir. And me. And REI. But mostly me.

And to my own brave truth-teller: Cordelia Elanor, the reason for this book, the reason for it all. Always.

About the Author

About the Author

JENNIFER LONGO is the author of Six Feet Over It and Up to This Pointe. Her storied careers as a playwright, elementary school librarian, preschool teacher, and literary associate at San Francisco’s Magic Theatre prepared her for the most humbling fortune of her life: being a foster and adoptive mother. Jennifer holds an MFA in Writing for Theatre from Humboldt State University. She lives on an island near Seattle with her husband and daughter and writes about writing at her website.

jenlongo.com

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