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Chapters (45)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Make It Delicious
  4. PART ONE
  5. 1 HALA Going Home
  6. 2 MAWAL Nawara
  7. 3 SORAYA Fire
  8. 4 KHADIJA Sand and Fire
  9. PART TWO
  10. 5 HALA Mourning
  11. 6 MAWAL Crossing
  12. 7 SORAYA Visas
  13. 8 MAWAL Flowers from My Roza
  14. 9 KHADIJA School
  15. 10 HALA White
  16. 11 HALA Weddings
  17. 12 SORAYA Success
  18. 13 MAWAL America
  19. 14 KHADIJA Birthday
  20. 15 SORAYA The American Dream
  21. 16 KHADIJA Social Studies
  22. 17 SORAYA Fancy-Dance Man
  23. 18 HALA Sharif
  24. 19 MAWAL Looking
  25. 20 HALA Aqaba
  26. 21 HALA Visiting
  27. 22 MAWAL The Beautiful Gift
  28. 23 KHADIJA Traditions
  29. 24 HALA Dress Up
  30. 25 HALA Backgammon
  31. PART THREE
  32. 26 KHADIJA Sleeping Over
  33. 27 SORAYA Love Story/Remembering Story
  34. 28 KHADIJA Mothers
  35. 29 MAWAL Maziuna
  36. 30 SORAYA Clouds
  37. 31 KHADIJA Long Distance
  38. 32 HALA Old Men
  39. PART FOUR
  40. 33 HALA Naked Underneath
  41. 34 MAWAL Safe
  42. 35 KHADIJA Fire
  43. 36 SORAYA Just Down the Road
  44. 37 HALA Bare Walls
  45. Acknowledgments

What people only whisper about is the good that has come from all the leaving: money. And this reminds me of when Sitti used to tell me stories. ...

It was not so long ago and it was every evening.

“Sitti, Sitti, tell me a story.”

My grandmother would shake out her legs and then fold them up again.

Sit down, my child, and I will tell you a story that will make you laugh. It is a story from just before your lifetime. Come here, sit close to me, but first bring me that dish of figs that your mother picked this morning. There is nothing more delicious in the world than a fresh fig.

Thank you. Now, come sit closer to me, Mawal, and let me tell you this story, for it has been on my mind and I want to remember it.

Once upon a time, a long time ago, well, actually it was not so long ago, on a Friday morning. ... Who could have known how different that day would be from the hundreds of other Friday mornings in Nawara? The reason? Our mosque.

No, not the only mosque. You have seen that old mosque, my dear. Hundreds of years ago, that was the center of the village, and until that Friday when the mosque that Karim Sulayman had paid for to be built was opened, if anyone wanted to pray in a mosque, he had to climb up the narrow, overgrown paths and trip down rocky slopes to reach the west corner of the south hill. ...

Yes, my child, near where the settlements are now. It is such a tiny mosque, and so undistinguished. It didn’t even have a minaret and it must have been there since the time of the Prophet, God bless him and grant him salvation.

No, no one uses it now. Those who live on the settlements have no interest in old mosques, but that is another story and let’s not spoil a good story with such an ugly one. Now, where was I?

Oh yes. Well, as you know, this village has changed a lot over the years. I remember before the Catastrophe, when I was a young girl and just married, Nawara was a village of farmers. Everyone had sheep and goats and land to cultivate and satisfaction from these things. As the years passed and the changes our country was suffering began covering us with their tentacles, many young men realized that not only would they not have a future if they were to remain and work on the land or follow in their father’s trade, as was expected of them, but that they might not survive at all. Certainly this was especially true in the fifties and sixties when there was a huge exodus of men who went abroad not just to become wealthy, but to survive.