Back Weapon
Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Book
  3. Title Page
  4. Praise for Lynette Noni
  5. By Lynette Noni
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Chapter Thirty-One
  38. Chapter Thirty-Two
  39. Acknowledgments
  40. Author Biography
  41. Author Photo

I still don’t understand what he was trying to tell me. I don’t—

You’re not like other Speakers, Six-Eight-Four. You’re not chained by the same rules. You were born different, a genetic anomaly … you are a miracle of evolution.

An idea starts taking form. Something unlikely, something impossible.

Your mind is the most powerful weapon of all.

Jeremiah called me his weapon; he said I’ve been his weapon for nearly three years.

Maybe he’s right.

Maybe I am a weapon.

But I’m not his weapon.

Not anymore.

It was n-never your words, Alyssa Scott, I hear Vanik say again. It was your th-thoughts.

I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t even know if it’s worth attempting, my hope all but nonexistent. But when Kael smirks at me and starts moving toward the refrigerator, I don’t focus on him, I don’t think about what he’s doing.

Instead, I think about the arms wrapped around me. I think about the person holding me tight enough to bruise my rib cage. I think about the other times he’s held me, to comfort me, to protect me. I think about the way he smiled at me, his dimpled grin, the laughter in his green—so green—eyes. I think about the first day I met him, when he let me sit and read with him for hours, a gift he didn’t even know he was giving me. I think about waking up in his bed, in his clothes, and the way he cared for me, treating me as though I was made of the most precious glass and one wrong word, one wrong touch, would make me shatter. I think about how even now, even controlled by someone else, he’s still in there, and he’s fighting. I know he is.

So I’m going to fight with him. For him.

Because he fought for me, even when I didn’t realize he was.

He wants to remind you of how strong you are, that you don’t need to be able to Speak for your words to be powerful. He hears you, even in your silence.

Even then, even in the holding cell while under Jeremiah’s control, Ward was trying to get a message to me. The same message Vanik tried to tell me.

It’s time that I started listening.

With my thoughts as clear as day, I envision a tether between Ward and Jeremiah, like a line of golden ribbon. I then imagine it being cut in half as I think the words, Be free, Ward.