Back We Met in December
Chapters (49)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue: Jess
  4. Chapter One: Jess
  5. Chapter Two: Jess
  6. Chapter Three: Jess
  7. Chapter Four: Alex
  8. Chapter Five: Jess
  9. Chapter Six: Jess
  10. Chapter Seven: Alex
  11. Chapter Eight: Jess
  12. Chapter Nine: Jess
  13. Chapter Ten: Alex
  14. Chapter Eleven: Jess
  15. Chapter Twelve: Jess
  16. Chapter Thirteen: Alex
  17. Chapter Fourteen: Jess
  18. Chapter Fifteen: Jess
  19. Chapter Sixteen: Alex
  20. Chapter Seventeen: Alex
  21. Chapter Eighteen: Jess
  22. Chapter Nineteen: Alex
  23. Chapter Twenty: Jess
  24. Chapter Twenty-One: Jess
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two: Alex
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three: Jess
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four: Jess
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five: Jess
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six: Jess
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven: Alex
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight: Jess
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine: Alex
  33. Chapter Thirty: Jess
  34. Chapter Thirty-One: Jess
  35. Chapter Thirty-Two: Alex
  36. Chapter Thirty-Three: Jess
  37. Chapter Thirty-Four: Jess
  38. Chapter Thirty-Five: Jess
  39. Chapter Thirty-Six: Jess
  40. Chapter Thirty-Seven: Alex
  41. Chapter Thirty-Eight: Jess
  42. Chapter Thirty-Nine: Alex
  43. Chapter Forty: Jess
  44. Chapter Forty-One: Alex
  45. Chapter Forty-Two: Alex
  46. Epilogue: Jess
  47. Acknowledgements
  48. About the Author
  49. About the Publisher

Outside on Albany Road the light’s already fading, and the sky’s a strange blue, tinged with orange. It’s freezing cold. My breath clouds as I sprint up the street, jumping over a pile of cardboard boxes folded up by the red letterbox, and head towards Little Venice. The strains of carol singers on the corner of Talbot Road drift towards me as I stop for a minute, doubled over, catching my breath. God, I really need to get back to the gym.

‘Mummy,’ says a little girl, wrapped up against the cold in a bright red woollen coat, ‘do you think Father Christmas gets cold living at the North Pole?’

‘Definitely not,’ I say, straightening up and looking at the solemn-faced little girl. ‘I think he’s got a nice warm coat like yours to keep him toasty.’

‘Exactly,’ said the mother, giving me a conspiratorial smile. ‘See. That nice man knows, too. Everyone knows.’

I set off again at a jog. The streetlights are on, and cars line up with red buses and chunky black London cabs along Delamere Terrace as I head towards the trees and water of Little Venice. Running to the end of the road, I stand on the footpath and shade my eyes, realising that tiny pinprick flakes of snow are starting to fall.

Is that – I screw up my eyes—

It’s definitely her.

‘Jess!’

I can see her, sitting outside despite the freezing cold, a black bobble hat on her dark hair, a thick scarf wrapped around her neck. She’s in her red coat, and she stands out in the crowds of people – as if she’s the only one there. She’s standing up, putting something in her bag.

‘Jess!’ I call again, and she half-turns, as if she’d almost heard, but isn’t quite sure.

Jess

I shove my phone back in my bag and stand up, putting the coffee cup and sugar sachets back on my tray. I can’t decide what to do.

And then I think I hear someone calling my name. I look around, wondering if I’m imagining things. And a second later, more urgently, I hear it once more.

‘Jess!’

Standing at the top of the road is Alex, his T-shirt hanging out from under the huge blue sweater he wears around the house, no coat on despite the fact it’s zero degrees and starting to snow. My heart feels as if someone’s shot it with about a million volts of electricity and I walk towards him as he weaves his way through the meandering tourists, bumping into them and apologising, his face – his lovely face – one huge ridiculous grin of happiness.

We reach each other and stand on the canal path, beside the houseboat we’ve both said we’d love to live in, and we stare at each other for a moment.

‘Hi,’ says Alex, after a moment.

‘How did you know where I was?’