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Contents (43)
  1. CHAPTER 1
  2. CHAPTER 2
  3. CHAPTER 3
  4. CHAPTER 4
  5. CHAPTER 5
  6. CHAPTER 6
  7. CHAPTER 7
  8. CHAPTER 8
  9. CHAPTER 9
  10. CHAPTER 10
  11. CHAPTER 11
  12. CHAPTER 12
  13. CHAPTER 13
  14. CHAPTER 14
  15. CHAPTER 15
  16. CHAPTER 16
  17. CHAPTER 17
  18. CHAPTER 18
  19. CHAPTER 19
  20. CHAPTER 20
  21. CHAPTER 21
  22. CHAPTER 22
  23. CHAPTER 23
  24. CHAPTER 24
  25. CHAPTER 25
  26. CHAPTER 26
  27. CHAPTER 27
  28. CHAPTER 28
  29. CHAPTER 29
  30. CHAPTER 30
  31. CHAPTER 31
  32. CHAPTER 32
  33. CHAPTER 33
  34. CHAPTER 34
  35. CHAPTER 35
  36. CHAPTER 36
  37. CHAPTER 37
  38. CHAPTER 38
  39. CHAPTER 39
  40. CHAPTER 40
  41. EPILOGUE
  42. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  43. AUTHOR BIOGRAPHY

We hug. She smells of perfume, a scent I can’t place. Her embrace shakes my arm so the cheap sparkling wine sloshes from my glass.

“Whoopsy.” Lisa’s laugh is raucous and reminds me of why we used to be such good friends when we were children. “Don’t want to waste the bubbly. Such as it is. How long has it been since I’ve seen you, anyway? Are you still living in your old house?”

When my parents decided to move to Florida and offered the house to my brother Jonathan and me, I’d been the one to accept it, while he took the cash they offered instead. At the time, I’d thought I was getting the better bargain. Real estate always goes up in value, doesn’t it? At twenty-three, I hadn’t understood what a burden owning a house can be, how refinancing to put cash in your pocket ties you financially to a bunch of brick and wood and glass, how the choices you make inside its walls can turn a home into a prison.

“Yep. Still there. How about you? Are you still over on …?” I don’t remember where she was living the last time we spoke. Honestly, I can’t recall when we last spoke.

She picks up when I trail away. “No, no. I moved over to a condo in Lincoln Park. Near the Fraze Pavilion. Loud as hell over there, between the concerts and the freaking high school football. But I’m too lazy to find another place. And since it’s just me …”

Lisa’s the one who trails away this time, but with an expectant look, as though I’m meant to fill in the blank she’s deliberately leaving. When I don’t speak up, she continues. “You know we only live a few streets away from each other. Why don’t we ever hang out?”

“Oh, you know,” I tell her with a wave of my hand. “Life stuff.”

“It shouldn’t take a class reunion to get us together,” she says.

The glint of tears in her eyes alarms me. I’m not sure what to say in response to this surge of emotion. She’s not wrong, but she’s also talking as though we’d been bosom buddies, when the reality is that by the time we graduated from high school, she was passing me in the hallway without even looking at me. Pleated skirts and pom-poms versus black lipstick and torn fishnets. We hadn’t had a falling out, but we’d done a bit more than simply drift apart.

“Let’s grab a couple of fresh glasses of that terrible champagne while we catch up. Okay?” She’s already waving toward one of the servers, and I have time to admire her perfectly polished, crimson nails. I haven’t had a manicure or gel tips in months. Too expensive, and besides, working in the garden ruins long nails.

“Oh … I really shouldn’t …”

“It’s a class reunion. If that’s not the perfect reason to get hammered, what is? I mean, c’mon. Look at this group! We all got so freaking old.” Her laughter has an edge, but it’s still contagious.