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Chapters (85)
  1. Annotation
  2. Voyageby Stephen Baxter
  3. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  4. Prologue
  5. Book OneDECISION
  6. Thursday, February 13, 1969
  7. Sunday, July 20, 1969
  8. Saturday, October 4, 1969
  9. Monday, October 27, 1969
  10. Monday, April 13, 1970
  11. Monday, April 13, 1970
  12. Tuesday, April 14, 1970
  13. Sunday, June 21, 1970
  14. Thursday, July 9, 1970
  15. Saturday, August 7, 1971
  16. Monday, August 16, 1971
  17. Wednesday, December 1, 1971
  18. Saturday, December 11, 1971
  19. Wednesday, January 5, 1972
  20. Book TwoTRAJECTORIES
  21. Wednesday, May 24, 1972
  22. Saturday, October 28, 1972
  23. Thursday, June 7, 1973
  24. Friday, July 20, 1973
  25. July 1976
  26. Sunday, August 15, 1976
  27. Wednesday, May 25, 1977
  28. June 1978
  29. Wednesday, July 5, 1978
  30. Monday, August 7, 1978
  31. Friday, December 8, 1978
  32. February 1979
  33. Monday, June 11, 1979
  34. Thursday, April 10, 1980
  35. Thursday, November 27, 1980
  36. Book ThreeAPOLLO-N
  37. Friday, November 28, 1980
  38. Monday, December 1, 1980
  39. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  40. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  41. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  42. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  43. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  44. Thursday, December 4, 1980
  45. Thursday, December 4, 1980
  46. Sunday, December 7, 1980
  47. Monday, December 15, 1980
  48. January 1981
  49. Tuesday, January 20, 1981
  50. Wednesday, January 21, 1981
  51. Friday, January 30, 1981
  52. Tuesday, February 3, 1981
  53. Friday, February 27, 1981
  54. March-April 1981
  55. Thursday, April 16, 1981
  56. Thursday, April 16, 1981
  57. Book FourAPPROACHES
  58. Wednesday, June 3, 1981
  59. June 1981
  60. Monday, July 6, 1981
  61. Wednesday, August 12, 1981
  62. Thursday, September 24, 1981
  63. January 1982
  64. Monday, January 11, 1982
  65. Saturday, June 5, 1982
  66. Tuesday, August 10, 1982
  67. Monday, December 6, 1982
  68. Monday, February 21, 1983
  69. November 1983
  70. Tuesday, November 8, 1983
  71. Thursday, July 12, 1984
  72. Monday, August 6, 1984
  73. August 1984
  74. Monday, August 13, 1984
  75. Monday, August 13, 1984
  76. Book FiveARES
  77. Friday, August 17, 1984
  78. Monday, December 3, 1984
  79. January 1985
  80. Monday, February 18, 1985
  81. Tuesday, February 26, 1985
  82. March 1985
  83. Thursday, March 21, 1985
  84. Book SixMANGALA
  85. LOST MARS

In the lee of the crater rim, something sparkled, something that finally banished the lunar ghosts of Armstrong and Muldoon from this moment, something that made her feel that her life’s circle had closed, at last. I guess I got to step into the picture after all.

It was frost.

She leaned sideways, and stretched down to the crater’s floor, awkwardly. She scraped at the dust with her fingers. Her fingers cut easily into the surface, leaving sharp trench marks. I’m like a kid, digging on a beach. A planetwide beach. Everywhere she dug, she found the same soft, powdery surface, the same cohesiveness, what looked like pebbles.

She lifted her glove to her face, to get a closer look at the dirt. It was oddly frustrating. The bit of regolith was very light, so light she couldn’t even feel its weight. She couldn’t even feel its texture because of the thickness of her clumsy suit. And the glare of the rising sun in her glass faceplate made it difficult to see, and the whir of pumps, the hiss of the radio, cut her off from whatever thin sounds were carried by the Martian winds.

She had a sense of unreality, of isolation. She was here, but she was still cut off from Mars. It wasn’t like a field trip at all.

She closed her fingers over the sample; the little “pebbles” burst and shattered. They were just fragments of a calichelike duricrust.

She tipped her hand and let the crushed dust drift back to the surface; much of it clung to the palm of her glove, turning it a rust brown.

She took the diamond marker out from the sample pocket on her suit. She held the little coin in her hand; it caught the sunlight and refracted it, turning its glow to a bright scarlet, jewellike, against the ocher of Mars.

She felt a sudden, and unexpected, surge of pride. She distrusted patriotism intensely; and maybe this expedition, these few days of scrambling over Mars like rabbits, really was all a grand technocratic folly. But the fact was that her country had — in little more than two centuries of existence — sent its citizens to walk on the surfaces of two new worlds.

And if some calamity were to wipe Earth clean of life before anyone decided to come again, this little marker, with its flag, would still be here, as a monument to a magnificent human achievement: this, and the remnants of Challenger, and three Lunar Module descent stages on the surface of the Moon.

And to think we nearly didn’t come here; to think, after Apollo, we might have closed down the space program.

Carefully she dropped the marker and let it float through the weak gravity down into the hole she’d dug, where it lay, sparkling, in the base of the crater.