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Chapters (85)
  1. Annotation
  2. Voyageby Stephen Baxter
  3. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  4. Prologue
  5. Book OneDECISION
  6. Thursday, February 13, 1969
  7. Sunday, July 20, 1969
  8. Saturday, October 4, 1969
  9. Monday, October 27, 1969
  10. Monday, April 13, 1970
  11. Monday, April 13, 1970
  12. Tuesday, April 14, 1970
  13. Sunday, June 21, 1970
  14. Thursday, July 9, 1970
  15. Saturday, August 7, 1971
  16. Monday, August 16, 1971
  17. Wednesday, December 1, 1971
  18. Saturday, December 11, 1971
  19. Wednesday, January 5, 1972
  20. Book TwoTRAJECTORIES
  21. Wednesday, May 24, 1972
  22. Saturday, October 28, 1972
  23. Thursday, June 7, 1973
  24. Friday, July 20, 1973
  25. July 1976
  26. Sunday, August 15, 1976
  27. Wednesday, May 25, 1977
  28. June 1978
  29. Wednesday, July 5, 1978
  30. Monday, August 7, 1978
  31. Friday, December 8, 1978
  32. February 1979
  33. Monday, June 11, 1979
  34. Thursday, April 10, 1980
  35. Thursday, November 27, 1980
  36. Book ThreeAPOLLO-N
  37. Friday, November 28, 1980
  38. Monday, December 1, 1980
  39. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  40. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  41. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  42. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  43. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  44. Thursday, December 4, 1980
  45. Thursday, December 4, 1980
  46. Sunday, December 7, 1980
  47. Monday, December 15, 1980
  48. January 1981
  49. Tuesday, January 20, 1981
  50. Wednesday, January 21, 1981
  51. Friday, January 30, 1981
  52. Tuesday, February 3, 1981
  53. Friday, February 27, 1981
  54. March-April 1981
  55. Thursday, April 16, 1981
  56. Thursday, April 16, 1981
  57. Book FourAPPROACHES
  58. Wednesday, June 3, 1981
  59. June 1981
  60. Monday, July 6, 1981
  61. Wednesday, August 12, 1981
  62. Thursday, September 24, 1981
  63. January 1982
  64. Monday, January 11, 1982
  65. Saturday, June 5, 1982
  66. Tuesday, August 10, 1982
  67. Monday, December 6, 1982
  68. Monday, February 21, 1983
  69. November 1983
  70. Tuesday, November 8, 1983
  71. Thursday, July 12, 1984
  72. Monday, August 6, 1984
  73. August 1984
  74. Monday, August 13, 1984
  75. Monday, August 13, 1984
  76. Book FiveARES
  77. Friday, August 17, 1984
  78. Monday, December 3, 1984
  79. January 1985
  80. Monday, February 18, 1985
  81. Tuesday, February 26, 1985
  82. March 1985
  83. Thursday, March 21, 1985
  84. Book SixMANGALA
  85. LOST MARS

Despite all the precautions, though, Stone was developing a classic case of chicken legs, as astronauts called them, as his leg muscles atrophied. The soles of his feet were as soft as an infant’s. And the parts of his body which got most tired, every day, were his hands. His hands worked constantly, in ways they didn’t have to on Earth, hauling him around the module, braking his mass. [Hr:Min:Sec] 11:43:24

Today was Stone’s shower day. Each of them was allowed one shower a week.

He stripped off his vest and shorts and swung his legs over into the collapsible shower. It was a cylinder of white cloth, like a big concertina. He pulled the curtain up around him and hooked it to a metal lid fixed to the ceiling. He soaped up and rinsed himself with a spray; airflow, rather than gravity, drained away the water.

He felt as if layers of skin were coming off as he worked; the sponge baths that were all that was possible between showers just weren’t sufficient. And the shower seemed to be getting some of the stiffness out of his muscles.

Actually, with the way the water hung suspended in the air, it was more like a sauna than a shower.

He thought about his crew.

They had all been trained by NASA psychologists on how people behave during long periods of isolation. Stone saw himself, after his several flights, as pretty level-headed and robust. But he could recognize, at one time or another, most of the signs of isolation in his crew: sleep disturbance, boredom, restlessness, anxiety, anger, depression, headaches, irritability, reduced concentration, a loss of the sense of time and space.

Ares was bombarded daily with messages from well-wishers, families and friends, but the time lag was so great that it was impossible to conduct a meaningful conversation. And, somehow, hearing those familiar voices calling from behind a lightspeed barrier made the crew’s isolation that much more poignant.

All of that was telling on the crew.

Gershon seemed the less affected, on the surface. He was still the bullshitting jock, always there with the jokes. But there was an increasingly jagged edge. Gershon was basically a pilot, used to short, sharp bursts of adrenaline-pumping action.

Still, in Stone’s judgment Ralph would be fine. Gershon knew he would get his chance when he took the lander down to the surface. Stone saw his job as being to keep the guy together until they reached Mars.

York was different, though.

York was uptight, a stickler, a little reclusive. A lot arrogant and patronizing. And a civilian at that. Gershon’s jokes and gotchas irritated the hell out of her, clearly, but she wouldn’t say a word about it; instead she kept it to herself and just kind of smoldered. Which didn’t do anyone any good.