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Chapters (85)
  1. Annotation
  2. Voyageby Stephen Baxter
  3. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  4. Prologue
  5. Book OneDECISION
  6. Thursday, February 13, 1969
  7. Sunday, July 20, 1969
  8. Saturday, October 4, 1969
  9. Monday, October 27, 1969
  10. Monday, April 13, 1970
  11. Monday, April 13, 1970
  12. Tuesday, April 14, 1970
  13. Sunday, June 21, 1970
  14. Thursday, July 9, 1970
  15. Saturday, August 7, 1971
  16. Monday, August 16, 1971
  17. Wednesday, December 1, 1971
  18. Saturday, December 11, 1971
  19. Wednesday, January 5, 1972
  20. Book TwoTRAJECTORIES
  21. Wednesday, May 24, 1972
  22. Saturday, October 28, 1972
  23. Thursday, June 7, 1973
  24. Friday, July 20, 1973
  25. July 1976
  26. Sunday, August 15, 1976
  27. Wednesday, May 25, 1977
  28. June 1978
  29. Wednesday, July 5, 1978
  30. Monday, August 7, 1978
  31. Friday, December 8, 1978
  32. February 1979
  33. Monday, June 11, 1979
  34. Thursday, April 10, 1980
  35. Thursday, November 27, 1980
  36. Book ThreeAPOLLO-N
  37. Friday, November 28, 1980
  38. Monday, December 1, 1980
  39. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  40. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  41. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  42. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  43. Wednesday, December 3, 1980
  44. Thursday, December 4, 1980
  45. Thursday, December 4, 1980
  46. Sunday, December 7, 1980
  47. Monday, December 15, 1980
  48. January 1981
  49. Tuesday, January 20, 1981
  50. Wednesday, January 21, 1981
  51. Friday, January 30, 1981
  52. Tuesday, February 3, 1981
  53. Friday, February 27, 1981
  54. March-April 1981
  55. Thursday, April 16, 1981
  56. Thursday, April 16, 1981
  57. Book FourAPPROACHES
  58. Wednesday, June 3, 1981
  59. June 1981
  60. Monday, July 6, 1981
  61. Wednesday, August 12, 1981
  62. Thursday, September 24, 1981
  63. January 1982
  64. Monday, January 11, 1982
  65. Saturday, June 5, 1982
  66. Tuesday, August 10, 1982
  67. Monday, December 6, 1982
  68. Monday, February 21, 1983
  69. November 1983
  70. Tuesday, November 8, 1983
  71. Thursday, July 12, 1984
  72. Monday, August 6, 1984
  73. August 1984
  74. Monday, August 13, 1984
  75. Monday, August 13, 1984
  76. Book FiveARES
  77. Friday, August 17, 1984
  78. Monday, December 3, 1984
  79. January 1985
  80. Monday, February 18, 1985
  81. Tuesday, February 26, 1985
  82. March 1985
  83. Thursday, March 21, 1985
  84. Book SixMANGALA
  85. LOST MARS

She complied. She wrote about her ideas on outflow channels, and on searching for water under the Martian regolith, and what that would mean for the future colonization of the planet.

She shaved her essay to exactly five hundred words; she’d had previous dealings with government agencies, and she knew that breaking the smallest rule might cost her her chance.

She wasn’t taking the application too seriously, in the privacy of her own mind. But she wanted to get as far as she could: maybe put herself in a position where she could give herself a choice of pursuing that crazy option — a career in the space program — or not.

York read in Science that fewer than a thousand scientists sent their names in response to the National Academy of Sciences flyer: far fewer — according to the press — than NASA had been hoping for.

York could understand that. A scientist’s career was brief, in terms of productive years: the peak time was late twenties to early thirties. Right where York was. Losing that time could be very damaging, in terms of a long-term career.

And scientist recruits had been given a rough enough ride by NASA in the past. Not one of the first batch of scientist-astronauts, who’d signed up in 1965, had made it to the Moon with Apollo.

You’d have to be crazy to risk your career, your reputation, on the slim chance of a flight into space someday, with an organization of engineers and pilot jocks like NASA.

Of course you would.

A few weeks after submitting her essay she received a letter from the Academy.

She wasn’t rejected yet.

She had passed their preliminary screening, as regards age, height, and health, and she was scientifically qualified for the program, with proven expertise in a relevant field. She was sent more forms to complete: an application for federal employment, an aeromedical survey form designed for Air Force pilots, several others.

And she was invited to go for medical examinations at Brooks Air Force Base in Texas.

To the lair of the hero test pilots! Jesus. I’m getting close.

Texas, as she descended toward it, struck her as a pancake-flat plain. It was a hot June day; stepping out of the plane to walk the few yards to the terminal building was like walking through a furnace.

She met the other candidates at the Best Western where they’d been lodged. They intimidated the hell out of her. There was a chemistry department chair from Caltech; a Princeton M.D. who was also a Ph.D. candidate in physiology; a physics professor from Cornell; a Ph.D. physiologist who was also a jet pilot; an M.D. who was also a jet pilot. And so on. It was obvious that the “scientists” whom NASA was considering largely had “operational” bents, too; they were mostly pilot-scientist hybrids.

York was the only woman.

Jesus. White male pilots with professorships. What chance do I have?