“This is an Allison story,” I said. “It happened back on Old Earth. Otherwise it’s not much like your story at all. But it’s something that weighed on her conscience for a long time.”

He nodded, waited.

I said, “Allison’s father was a soldier as a young man. He served overseas in the years before the Spin. He was forty years old when Allison was born, fifty the year she turned ten. On her tenth birthday, he gave her a present—a painting in a cheap wooden frame. She was disappointed when she unwrapped it—what had made him think she wanted an amateur oil-color portrait of a woman holding a baby? Then he told her, almost bashfully, that he’d painted it himself. He’d done it a few years ago, working nights in his study. He said the woman in the picture was Allison’s mother and the child was Allison herself. Allison was surprised, because her father had never seemed artistic—he made a living managing a shoe store in a strip mall, and she’d never heard him mention literature or art. But having a baby daughter, he explained, was the best thing that had ever happened to him, and he had wanted to remember that feeling, so he’d made the painting to remind himself of it. Now he wanted Allison to have it. So Allison decided it was a pretty good gift after all, maybe the best she’d ever gotten.

“Eight years later he was diagnosed with lung cancer—no big surprise; he’d been a pack-a-day smoker since he was twelve years old. And for a few months he tried to behave as if nothing was wrong. But he got steadily weaker, and eventually he was spending most of the day in bed. When it got to be too hard for Allison’s mother to look after him—when he couldn’t eat, when he couldn’t get up even to use the bathroom—he had to go to the hospital, and by then Allison understood he wouldn’t be coming home. He was in for what they called palliative care. Basically, the doctors were helping him die. They gave him drugs for the pain, more every day, but he was pretty clear-headed up until the last week, although he cried a lot—the doctors said he was ‘emotionally labile.’ And one day when Allison was visiting he asked her to bring him that painting, so he could look at it and call back the old memories.