I went to bed when the winds had calmed some, and that night I dreamed of Champlain—Allison’s Champlain. In my dream I walked Allison’s streets and I shopped at the mall where Allison had shopped and I made conversation with Allison’s mother and Allison’s father. All this seemed intimately real, but it took place in a world drained of color and texture. Allison’s mother served chicken pot pie and baked beans for dinner and I was Allison and I loved chicken pot pie, but the meal she put in front of me was indistinct, a diagram of itself, and it tasted of nothing at all.

Because these weren’t really memories. They were details extracted from a dead woman’s diaries. I had learned a lot about myself and the world I lived in by masquerading as Allison, but in truth I had never stopped being Treya. Oscar had been right about that. Allison was simply the tool I had used to pry Treya away from the tyranny of Vox. For whatever that was now worth.

I climbed out of my cot and went forward. Turk was still awake, keeping a pointless vigil. The wind continued to rage but had lost some of its ferocity. According to our sensors, the rain beating against the hull was as hot as steam.

I told Turk about my dream and what it meant. I told him I was tired of pretending to be Allison. I didn’t have a name worth wearing, I told him. I was going to die on an empty planet, and nobody would know who I was or had been.

He said, “I know who you are.”

We sat together on a bench opposite the window-wall. He put his arms around me and held me until I was calm.

That was when he told me what had happened back at Vox Core before we escaped. He said he had talked to Oscar and, through Oscar, to the Coryphaeus. He had confessed a truth about himself.

“What truth?”

I thought I knew the answer. I thought he meant the truth he had been evading ever since we had plucked him out of the Equatorian desert, the terrible and obvious truth about himself.

But he told me a different story. He told me how he’d killed someone, back when he was a young man on the living Earth. He spoke stiffly and with a grim restraint, his face turned away and his fists clenched. I listened carefully and let him finish.

Maybe he didn’t want me to say anything in response. Maybe silence would have served him better. But there was no real future ahead of us now and I didn’t want to die with an important truth unspoken.

After he had composed himself I said, “Can I tell you a story in return?”

“I don’t see why not.”