His pace started out slow, letting me get used to how he filled me, but that didn’t last very long. I could feel his patience slipping even though I couldn’t see his face, and I knew before the strokes got longer and stronger that he was on the edge of letting go. The fear of what that would feel like was quashed by my need to have him use me the way he wanted.

“Fuck Sunshine, you test me.”

He didn’t waste any more time, and it felt like he was trying to fuck right through my body. Each thrust was on the precipice of pain, yet it was so sweet and delicious as he filled me like no one else ever had.

“Such. A. Good. Girl,” he groaned out each word, and I wanted to hear him say that to me forever.

Cain’s hand tightened just a little more, but as he predicted, the panic set in, and everything in me screamed to grab his hand to stop him before it was too late. He released my throat and let me take a gulp of air, and I managed to let out a small scream as he changed positions just enough that he pushed deeper into my body. Each glorious thrust pushed me toward a climax that I knew would be the first of many my body would crave forever. He was becoming a bad addiction.

His hand pulled back on my neck and cut off the air as he whispered words that no longer made sense in my ear. My brain had entered this fog, and it felt like I was floating above the ground. My mouth hung open as I tried to suck in more air. But then my body decided it didn’t need any as long as he never stopped fucking me. It was a potent combination of agony and carnal need.

Spots dotted my eyes, and I let go of the last thread of fear I was clinging to and gave myself over to whatever he wanted to do. At that moment, I knew if he wanted to kill me, I’d let him. He released my throat once more, and the room’s cool air rushed in, making me gasp just as the orgasm hit my body with a force so strong that the air stopped moving in my chest all over again. My body felt suspended as the climax tore itself from the depths of my body and then crashed into me like a wave.

“Yes, Sunshine. Come for me, come all over me. You feel fucking incredible.”

Grabbing my shoulder and pulling harder on the handful of hair, he didn’t ease up. The orgasm that had only marginally begun to subside started up again.

“I…can’t…,” I cried out as all the emotions and sensations blurred into something that felt like it was too much and not enough.