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Chapters (47)
  1. 1. Cover Page
  2. 2. Title Page
  3. 4. Author’s Note
  4. 5. Dedication
  5. 7. Prologue
  6. 8. Part One: Umbertina 1860 - 1940
  7. 9. Chapter One
  8. 10. Chapter Two
  9. 11. Chapter Three
  10. 12. Chapter Four
  11. 13. Chapter Five
  12. 14. Chapter Six
  13. 15. Chapter Seven
  14. 16. Chapter Eight
  15. 17. Chapter Nine
  16. 18. Chapter Ten
  17. 19. Part Two: Marguerite 1927 – 1973
  18. 20. Chapter Eleven
  19. 21. Chapter Twelve
  20. 22. Chapter Thirteen
  21. 23. Chapter Fourteen
  22. 24. Chapter Fifteen
  23. 25. Chapter Sixteen
  24. 26. Chapter Seventeen
  25. 27. Chapter Eighteen
  26. 28. Chapter Nineteen
  27. 29. Chapter Twenty
  28. 30. Chapter Twenty-One
  29. 31. Chapter Twenty-Two
  30. 32. Chapter Twenty-Three
  31. 33. Part Three: Tina 1950 –
  32. 34. Chapter Twenty-Four
  33. 35. Chapter Twenty-Five
  34. 36. Chapter Twenty-Six
  35. 37. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  36. 38. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  37. 39. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  38. 40. Chapter Thirty
  39. 41. Chapter Thirty-One
  40. 42. Chapter Thirty-Two
  41. 43. Chapter Thirty-Three
  42. 44. Chapter Thirty-Four
  43. 45. Chapter Thirty-Five
  44. 46. Afterword
  45. 48. About the Author
  46. 49. About the Feminist Press
  47. 50. Also Available from the Feminist Press

It was all the same, and all different. Drowsily, she recalled that Thanksgiving of six or seven years ago when she had first come to the Cape as Timothy’s guest. She remembered the scene after dinner. They were sitting around the fireplace in the living room, where cabinets stood filled with Sandwich glass and the China Import plate of a century and a half ago, and the walls were hung with paintings of prosperous Jowers sea-captains and their patient wives.

A cousin called Emily had riveted Tina’s attention by saying, “Every time it’s Thanksgiving and I think back to those brave pilgrims, I give thanks for my heritage. I wouldn’t have wanted to be born anything but of Anglo-Saxon stock.”

Tina had been astonished, not only at the narrowness of the remark, but at its spuriousness.

“Well, I suppose I agree with Emily,” Grandmother Jowers had said. “I suppose I would rather be of English descent than anything else.”

“Mother, what nonsense!” hooted Professor Jowers. His field was not the Reformation, which had produced the Puritans, but the Renaissance, which had spawned humanists, and he had spent long periods in Europe on his studies. “We have here as Tim’s guest a girl whose father is an Italian poet, in a country of great artists. And Tim and Jason themselves have lived in Italy. Are they supposed to think that all they have seen there is not as good as any common person whose surname happens to be Anglo-Saxon? What nonsense!”

The conversation had stopped there, more from courtesy than from conviction. Emily, Tina thought, had hit a note of self-congratulation that, whether the professor wanted to admit it or not, the Jowers family all shared. Tina would have liked to say that as far as she was concerned, glory was in being Italian. But it all sounded so pretentious and silly that she was embarrassed. They were worse than her grandparents.

Tina thought again of that evening. Was there more merit in being self-contained, reserved, unemotional, reticent in the Anglo-Saxon way of the Jowers’, and of Jason? Or in her Latin excessiveness of emotion, her flights of fancy, her intensity of feeling?

It was a silly argument, she thought. Comparisons are odious. And futile. And so she slept in her New England canopy bed, dreaming of the swallows sweeping down over a terrace in the stupendous twilight of a May night in Rome.

“What are you doing?” Jason asked, as he came out the back way into the yard and found her planting something in a sunny area against the house where it indented into a small courtyard and was protected.

“It’s something I always promised myself, Jason; I’m planting rosemary. There’s a chance it can survive the winters here if it’s well protected, and when it grows to a regular bush. I thought I’d better get it in before we come back at Thanksgiving.”

“Why rosemary? For remembrance?”