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Chapters (34)
  1. Copyright Notice
  2. FOREWORD
  3. I
  4. The goldfish, the pink chaise, the fly
  5. Lance Sterling fires his cap guns, Omar takes a bath
  6. Carlotta
  7. The scarred old toad
  8. The restless creeping of the worm
  9. The raised blade
  10. The Hung Far Low
  11. A ten-dollar car for ten dollars
  12. The country house
  13. The broken pencil question
  14. The morning pill, bedtime pill, two o’clock in the afternoon pill
  15. II
  16. A family of pastoral delinquents
  17. Rosen, Lance, Omar, Aram
  18. The toad’s peculiar poison
  19. The fewmet of the bully
  20. It’s nice shitting in the woods
  21. The Volcano Bar diet
  22. The first tomato
  23. The goddamn baby
  24. III
  25. The house almost atop the hill
  26. Rennel
  27. This place is hard to find
  28. A steely determination to die
  29. Siesta Time 24-Hour Laundromat
  30. The cat, the fish, and the toad
  31. EDITOR’S NOTE
  32. Also by Katherine Dunn
  33. A Note About the Author
  34. Newsletter Sign-up

In Toad, there are two Sallys: one is a young woman who is plagued by self-hatred, maintains a string of relationships with unfaithful men, and is disappointed in her own unrealized dreams. The other Sally, having survived all this, relishes the life she’s made: lonely and modest, but sweeter because all of it is her design. In the original draft, the alternating perspectives were sequenced haphazardly; I rearranged some for the sake of pacing, and others so that the Sallys more clearly mirror each other across time.

The months I spent reading Dunn’s unpublished fiction are marked by a frustrated incredulity. Surely someone has been here before, I thought, again and again. Wouldn’t someone else already have come looking for this? One afternoon, I printed it all out, everything that I had read in full: the manuscript for Toad, the transcribed stories, extant poems, and correspondence from the archive. I wanted to see it all together, feel the weight of it. All this work, all these words, all the hours, all this time, I thought, turning the pages, turning the pages. This writing, these words, this woman.

After Toad was announced, one journalist described it as a “lost” book, a term often applied to texts unearthed from archives or reissued after many years of being out of print. But it never seemed accurate. It overlooks the detailed work the archivists at the Watzek Library devoted to Dunn’s papers to guarantee they weren’t lost. And it suggests that one only had to read this book to see its value. I’ve come to consider “lost” a sinister fiction that elides the cascading failures of an industry that for centuries has heralded the work of white cis men and erected a canon that celebrates only a sliver of the spectrum of human experience. The consequences of this narrowmindedness, this pitiful vision, are vast. It normalizes and maintains the belief that great literature is the province of certain men and infers that the women and other outsiders who rival them are unusual and rare. Their books aren’t lost; they’re forgotten, neglected, subjugated by a system that disincentivizes their existence. I’m glad Toad is no longer relegated to that fate. I hope it helps usher in a greater understanding of what we can learn from overlooked literary histories.