Back Time to Say Goodbye
Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  65. About Rosie Goodwin
  66. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  67. A Letter from Rosie Goodwin
  68. Cissie’s Roast Chicken
  69. An extract from Rosie Goodwin’s next novel
  70. Prologue
  71. Chapter One
  72. Love Rosie Goodwin?
  73. The Days of the Week collection
  74. Mothering Sunday
  75. Tales from Memory Lane
  76. Memory Lane Advert

Now as they set off on the windy walk back along the drive, Sunday pulled her coat collar up and asked Cissie, ‘Do you think Kathy is all right? She looks so pale and since Ben has been gone, she rarely speaks unless she’s spoken to. She just gets up, goes to work then comes home and goes to bed. She isn’t eating properly either and I’m getting really worried about her.’

Cissie kept her eyes straight ahead as she answered cautiously, ‘Well, she always were the closest to Ben, weren’t she? She’s bound to feel it.’ In truth she’d had her suspicions about what might be wrong with Kathy for the last couple of weeks but with all that Sunday had on her plate at present she hadn’t dared to voice them. Best let them get into the lodge first and then face each problem as it came.

That night Sunday, Kathy and Livvy took their clothes down to the lodge, although Livvy complained bitterly all the way.

‘I can’t believe we’ve been reduced to this level,’ she ranted miserably. ‘Ben has a lot to answer for. I just hope he never knows a day’s peace after what he’s done! My friends must all be laughing at us.’ She rammed her clothes into the wardrobe and dropped onto the edge of the bed in a sulk.

Up until this point Sunday had been as patient as a saint but now she turned on Livvy with her eyes flashing fire. ‘If your friends can laugh at what’s happened to us then they’re not true friends!’ she snapped. ‘And furthermore, instead of feeling sorry for yourself all the time, my girl, you should give a thought to how hard me, Cissie and George have worked to make this place comfortable for you. It’s difficult I know but at least we’re not being turfed out onto the streets!’

Livvy instantly looked shamefaced and rising she crossed to her mother and put her arms about her waist. ‘Sorry, Mum. I deserved that, didn’t I?’

Sunday sighed as she pushed a lock of hair from her eyes, suddenly feeling very old and worn out. ‘Just try and make the best of it,’ she advised and went downstairs to put some of the paperwork she had fetched from the house away in the little escritoire she had brought from the day room. It had been her mother’s and she hadn’t been able to bear to leave it.

Thank goodness you aren’t here to see what’s happened, Mother. It would have broken your heart as it’s breaking mine, she thought as she ran her hand across the intricately inset rosewood lid.

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The following Friday was spent transporting the pots and pans, crockery, cutlery and all the last-minute items they wanted to take to the lodge and by teatime they had finished and moved in.