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Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  65. About Rosie Goodwin
  66. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  67. A Letter from Rosie Goodwin
  68. Cissie’s Roast Chicken
  69. An extract from Rosie Goodwin’s next novel
  70. Prologue
  71. Chapter One
  72. Love Rosie Goodwin?
  73. The Days of the Week collection
  74. Mothering Sunday
  75. Tales from Memory Lane
  76. Memory Lane Advert

True to her word she was back moments later with an ARP warden who smiled at them encouragingly.

‘Right then, children,’ he said cheerily. ‘This ’ere lady says you need some ’elp. Why don’t you tell me all about what’s been goin’ on, eh?’

And so, between them the children haltingly told them all about Ben taking them from school and making them stay with him and when they were done, he asked, ‘An’ where is this Ben now?’

Daisy shook her head. ‘We don’t know. We stayed in a smelly little room an’ when he went out this morning to get us some food we run away. We want to go home to our mum!’

‘Of course you do.’ The man patted her head. ‘Let’s get you down to the police station, eh? The policeman can let your mum know where you are then and you’ll be home in no time, you just see if you ain’t, me beauties.’

And so, they trustingly allowed him to take their hands and lead them out into the bomb-damaged streets, praying that he was telling the truth and their nightmare might soon be over.

Chapter Forty-Nine

‘Here we are then,’ Ben said cheerfully as he entered the small rented room holding a bag of food. ‘I’ve got us a few …’ His voice trailed away as he stared at the children’s empty bed and his heart sank.

‘Thomas … Daisy …’ he called, as if speaking their names might make them miraculously appear, but only silence greeted him and he sank heavily onto the side of the bed as the bag fell from his hands, scattering the contents all over the floor. They had gone. His attempts at being a father to them had failed dismally. He should have realised how unhappy they were. When the air raid siren started to wail, he just sat on, not much caring if he lived or died. He had made a complete mess of his life and he had nothing left to live for. Curling himself into a ball on the crumpled sheets he started to shake. It would be pointless trying to find them, they could be anywhere by now, but if they should be killed in the raid it would be all his fault for taking them away from the safety of their home. As the enormity of what he had done struck home he began to cry great gulping sobs that threatened to choke him.

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Kathy was standing at her usual position at the window peering down the drive into the gathering gloom of the afternoon. Leaning towards Cissie, Sunday whispered, ‘I don’t think her nerves can take much more of this. If the children aren’t found soon, I swear she’ll crack!’