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Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  65. About Rosie Goodwin
  66. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  67. A Letter from Rosie Goodwin
  68. Cissie’s Roast Chicken
  69. An extract from Rosie Goodwin’s next novel
  70. Prologue
  71. Chapter One
  72. Love Rosie Goodwin?
  73. The Days of the Week collection
  74. Mothering Sunday
  75. Tales from Memory Lane
  76. Memory Lane Advert

‘So, he’s dead then?’ She sat down heavily as she let the news sink in but all she could feel was relief. At least now she wouldn’t have to live in fear of him kidnapping the children again. But to bring him back here and even have him buried next to Tom!

‘Can’t you just have him buried somewhere else?’ she asked bluntly.

‘I’m afraid not.’ Much as she loved her daughter, Sunday was prepared to stand her ground on this. ‘I know he put us all through hell, but I spoke to his doctor this afternoon and he confirmed that Ben was very mentally unstable. Apparently, he had told Ben a short while ago that he should soon be fit to rejoin his regiment but now he regrets it, as clearly Ben was still very unwell. He would never have done what he did had he not been so ill. Surely you can see that? I know he hurt you more than any of us; it was unforgivable the way he took advantage of a young girl who trusted him, but he also gave you two beautiful children, for which we should be grateful.’

It was clear to Kathy that her mother would not budge on this, and though she despised Ben for all he’d done to them, she knew from her mother’s set face there was no point trying to change her mind. But her anger was bubbling within her and she turned and marched out of the room. At the door she paused and looked back at her mother. ‘You do what you have to, Mum. But I will not be going to that man’s funeral, and I never want to hear his name again.’ Then she ran out of the room, slamming the door behind her. There was no way she would ever be able to forgive the man who had caused her so much heartache, no matter how ill her mother said he had been.

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Ben’s body was brought back to his hometown the following week and taken to an undertaker where he would lie in the chapel of rest, until the funeral took place two days later.

‘I shan’t be going,’ Kathy said emphatically when she heard of the arrangements.

Sunday sighed. ‘And I cannot force you to,’ she admitted sadly. ‘But whatever he did he was the father of your children and once he knew of their existence, in his own strange way I think he wanted to be part of their lives. Still, you must do what your heart tells you, Kathy. It’s going to be a very small affair with only a few people attending and because of the circumstances there will be no wake afterwards. All I can say is, if I can find it in my heart to forgive him then perhaps you should?’