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Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  65. About Rosie Goodwin
  66. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  67. A Letter from Rosie Goodwin
  68. Cissie’s Roast Chicken
  69. An extract from Rosie Goodwin’s next novel
  70. Prologue
  71. Chapter One
  72. Love Rosie Goodwin?
  73. The Days of the Week collection
  74. Mothering Sunday
  75. Tales from Memory Lane
  76. Memory Lane Advert

‘Just take as much time off as you need,’ she had told her kindly, even though the hospital was dreadfully short-staffed. ‘And don’t give up hope.’

Hope was all Kathy had to cling to now and every minute she prayed her babies would come home, but as time wore on – each day seeming like a lifetime – the possibility of her ever seeing them again seemed to be more remote.

She had lost weight and her eyes were haunted but there was nothing anyone could do to help her; nothing anyone could say to make her feel better. All they could do was pray that the nightmare might soon be over, and the children would be back where they belonged again.

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In London Ben was also feeling the strain. He and the children had spent the last few nights in a shelter in the underground station close to where they were still staying in the grubby little bed and breakfast. He had managed to find the children some ill-fitting clothes on a second-hand stall in the local market, but the children constantly cried to go home now, even Daisy who at first had tried to be brave for Thomas. The stress of caring for them and knowing that they didn’t trust or like him was beginning to tell on Ben and the nightmares had returned with a vengeance. The children would lie in their bed watching with terrified eyes as he thrashed about and called out in his sleep. Often now a whole day could go by without them even saying so much as a single word to him. One night, Daisy came up with the solution to their problem.

‘Soon as he goes out next time we’re going to run away,’ she whispered to her brother.

‘B-but where will we run to? We don’t know our way home,’ Thomas whimpered.

Daisy frowned, then came up with an idea. ‘We’ll find a policeman an’ tell him that he took us away from our mum. Granma always told us to do that if we got lost.’

Ben had sat them down and told them that he was their father some time ago but neither of the children believed him. Their mum had told them that David was going to be their dad, so this man must be lying.

Now Thomas nodded. ‘All right, but we’ll have to be careful,’ he whispered back. ‘If we run away an’ he finds us he’ll be angry.’

They huddled together in the darkened room waiting for daylight when they could hopefully put their plan into action. Apart from being taken to the shelter when the air raid sirens sounded, they had barely been out of the room for the last two weeks for it was far too cold now to be walking the streets. Ben would go off from time to time and bring back food for them then get annoyed when they refused to eat it.