Back Time to Say Goodbye
Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  65. About Rosie Goodwin
  66. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  67. A Letter from Rosie Goodwin
  68. Cissie’s Roast Chicken
  69. An extract from Rosie Goodwin’s next novel
  70. Prologue
  71. Chapter One
  72. Love Rosie Goodwin?
  73. The Days of the Week collection
  74. Mothering Sunday
  75. Tales from Memory Lane
  76. Memory Lane Advert

‘Ah, good morning,’ Ben greeted her cheerfully for the sake of the children. ‘I hope we’re not too late for breakfast?’

‘Breakfast? Where d’yer think you are, the Ritz?’ the old woman snorted derisively. ‘Yer won’t get no breakfast ’ere on the money you paid for the room, sonny!’

Daisy had shrunk into Thomas’s side and now even Thomas looked wary.

‘Will yer be wantin’ the room again tonight? If yer will I wants the money up front. Rooms is ’ard to come by round ’ere an’ yer were lucky to find it!’

‘Er … thank you but no,’ Ben told her hastily, and he ushered the children out into the street.

‘Are we goin’ home now?’ Daisy asked tearfully, raising her frightened face to Ben’s.

‘Well, we’ll see. There’s so much to do first,’ he told her, taking a firm grip on her hand.

As they walked through the ruined streets both children became more and more distressed. This London was nothing like the one they had looked at in Miss Price’s picture books at school. This London was dirty, dismal and cold with ruins of what had once been houses everywhere they looked.

‘It’s not all like this,’ Ben tried to reassure them. ‘So, we’ll go and have a good breakfast in a café somewhere and then we’ll find somewhere nice to go.’ Although secretly he wondered if there was anywhere nice left in London. The Luftwaffe had done a very good job of destroying the place since he had last been there. At last they found a small café in a back street and Ben urged them inside out of the cold.

‘I’ll have three teas and three lots of eggs on toast,’ he told the woman behind the counter who had a cigarette dangling from her lips and a newspaper spread out in front of her.

‘Only got powdered eggs,’ she told him abruptly.

‘Oh, I see … then perhaps three bacon and sausage with toast?’ Ben was trying desperately to keep his patience. The woman clearly didn’t care if she served them or not, but the children were hungry.

‘No bacon, only sausages!’

‘Then that will do nicely, thank you.’

He slapped the money down on the counter and returned to the children whose eyes were fixed on him.

The tea when it finally came was lukewarm and unsweetened and the sausages were so hard that Ben was certain he could have soled his shoes with them, but they were all hungry, so they ate them anyway.

‘Now,’ he said when they had eaten. ‘Where would you like to go?’

‘Home,’ the children chorused, and Ben wished he hadn’t asked them. But then he supposed it was early days. Once they got to know him, they would come to love him, wouldn’t they?

‘We’ll go and get some fresh air,’ he told them and miserably the children followed him outside.