Back Time to Say Goodbye
Chapters (76)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter One
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Chapter Four
  9. Chapter Five
  10. Chapter Six
  11. Chapter Seven
  12. Chapter Eight
  13. Chapter Nine
  14. Chapter Ten
  15. Chapter Eleven
  16. Chapter Twelve
  17. Chapter Thirteen
  18. Chapter Fourteen
  19. Chapter Fifteen
  20. Chapter Sixteen
  21. Chapter Seventeen
  22. Chapter Eighteen
  23. Chapter Nineteen
  24. Chapter Twenty
  25. Chapter Twenty-One
  26. Chapter Twenty-Two
  27. Chapter Twenty-Three
  28. Chapter Twenty-Four
  29. Chapter Twenty-Five
  30. Chapter Twenty-Six
  31. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  32. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  33. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  34. Chapter Thirty
  35. Chapter Thirty-One
  36. Chapter Thirty-Two
  37. Chapter Thirty-Three
  38. Chapter Thirty-Four
  39. Chapter Thirty-Five
  40. Chapter Thirty-Six
  41. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  42. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Nine
  44. Chapter Forty
  45. Chapter Forty-One
  46. Chapter Forty-Two
  47. Chapter Forty-Three
  48. Chapter Forty-Four
  49. Chapter Forty-Five
  50. Chapter Forty-Six
  51. Chapter Forty-Seven
  52. Chapter Forty-Eight
  53. Chapter Forty-Nine
  54. Chapter Fifty
  55. Chapter Fifty-One
  56. Chapter Fifty-Two
  57. Chapter Fifty-Three
  58. Chapter Fifty-Four
  59. Chapter Fifty-Five
  60. Chapter Fifty-Six
  61. Chapter Fifty-Seven
  62. Chapter Fifty-Eight
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Also by Rosie Goodwin
  65. About Rosie Goodwin
  66. Welcome to the world of Rosie Goodwin!
  67. A Letter from Rosie Goodwin
  68. Cissie’s Roast Chicken
  69. An extract from Rosie Goodwin’s next novel
  70. Prologue
  71. Chapter One
  72. Love Rosie Goodwin?
  73. The Days of the Week collection
  74. Mothering Sunday
  75. Tales from Memory Lane
  76. Memory Lane Advert

‘London!’ Kathy was shocked. ‘But it’s so dangerous there! And it’s so big. What are our chances of finding them if he’s taken them there?’

The officer sighed. ‘To be completely honest with you, not a lot,’ he admitted. ‘Unfortunately, by the time we thought to check the train station they would have already arrived in London and what with all the bombings and the state that place is in …’ He shrugged his shoulders. ‘It’s going to be a bit like looking for a needle in a haystack. But don’t worry,’ he went on hastily, seeing Kathy’s deep distress. ‘We’ve already spoken to the police there and given them the children’s descriptions. They’ll be keeping a lookout for them, so don’t give up hope.’

Tears spilled down Kathy’s cheeks. Why hadn’t she guessed that Ben might be capable of doing something like this? And why hadn’t she told her mother about his visit? But it was too late for regrets now. Somehow, she had to find them. They would be so frightened in such a big city without her once they realised that Ben wasn’t going to bring them back. Another thought occurred to her then and the tears fell faster. David had told her Ben was suffering from shell shock, so why hadn’t she realised that he wouldn’t be thinking straight? He probably wasn’t even capable of looking after himself properly, let alone the children, so what would become of them? And all the bombings that were taking place there – look at what had happened to poor Bobby when he returned to London. What if her babies were killed? She wouldn’t be able to bear it.

‘Please, tell the police to keep looking,’ she sobbed, and the policeman nodded and after replacing his helmet left quietly by the back door.

‘Oh, darling, why did you never tell me that Ben was their father?’ Sunday asked.

‘I … I suppose I was too ashamed to; I thought you’d be shocked,’ Kathy answered with a catch in her voice. ‘Even though he was my stepbrother I thought I loved him, and I thought he loved me too. It took a long while for me to realise that he never had. I was just some part of his plan to hurt us all before he cleared off. Then I suppose my pride was hurt and I convinced myself that I could bring the children up without him …’

‘And a very good job you’ve made of it,’ her mother told her as Cissie nodded in agreement. George, however, was silent as he sat in the chair by the fire, his head bowed, blaming himself. If only he’d been on time to pick the little ones up none of this would ever have happened.