Chapters (118)
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- 1
- Chapter 2
- 2
- Chapter 3
- 3
- Chapter 4
- 4
- Chapter 5
- 5
- Chapter 6
- 6
- Chapter 7
- 7
- Chapter 8
- 8
- Chapter 9
- 9
- Chapter 10
- 10
- Chapter 11
- 11
- Chapter 12
- 12
- Chapter 13
- 13
- Chapter 14
- 14
- Chapter 15
- 15
- Chapter 16
- 16
- Chapter 17
- 17
- Chapter 18
- 18
- Chapter 19
- 19
- Chapter 20
- 20
- Chapter 21
- 21
- Chapter 22
- 22
- Chapter 23
- 23
- Chapter 24
- 24
- Chapter 25
- 25
- Chapter 26
- 26
- Chapter 27
- 27
- Chapter 28
- 28
- Chapter 29
- 29
- Chapter 30
- 30
- Chapter 31
- 31
- Chapter 32
- 32
- Chapter 33
- 33
- Chapter 34
- 34
- Chapter 35
- 35
- Chapter 36
- 36
- Chapter 37
- 37
- Chapter 38
- 38
- Chapter 39
- 39
- Chapter 40
- 40
- Chapter 41
- 41
- Chapter 42
- 42
- Chapter 43
- 43
- Chapter 44
- 44
- Chapter 45
- 45
- Chapter 46
- 46
- Chapter 47
- 47
- Chapter 48
- 48
- Chapter 49
- 49
- Chapter 50
- 50
- Chapter 51
- 51
- Chapter 52
- 52
- Chapter 53
- 53
- Epilogue
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Read more
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- BRISTOL DAILY NEWS
- October 2018
- THE BEGINNING
He leans back in his chair and stretches his long legs out underneath the table. ‘Urgh. You name it. Controlling. Bullying. Possessive.’ He ticks them off on his fingers. ‘And then …’ He glances at me, almost shyly.
‘What?’
‘He started to get violent. It began with a slap across the face, then a punch to the thigh. But lately he’d just fly into these jealous rages. That night when we met up, I didn’t get mugged. It was Finn. He punched me because he was jealous. He said he noticed a …’ he adopts a silly French accent ‘… frisson between us. He was convinced something was going on.’
I can’t help but laugh, the idea is so ludicrous. ‘Uh … Hello, you’re gay!’
‘I know.’ He sighs. ‘But I’ve …’ he lowers his voice and glances around the café ‘… slept with women before.’
‘So he thought we were sleeping together? Oh, my God, Jack!’
‘I know.’ He stares down at his gourmet cheese and chutney sandwich. I’ve ordered the same yet neither of us has taken a bite yet. ‘The awful thing was, he hated me having any friends, male or female, because he was convinced I’d end up sleeping with them.’
I’m suddenly full of rage at the thought of Finn beating up my lovely friend. ‘What a bastard! You should report him, Jack. Seriously.’
He hangs his head. ‘I can’t.’
‘It’s wrong. He deserves to be prosecuted.’ I remember how subdued Jack had become, how he’d flinch if I touched him. I wonder how long it had been going on.
He looks shamefaced. ‘But it sounds ridiculous. I’m six foot five, taller than him. I’m –’
‘No!’ I slam my fist on the table, causing our plates to jump. ‘For fuck’s sake. It’s assault. And a police officer, too!’ A police officer. ‘Wait. Was it him?’
Jack opens his sandwich and begins picking the lettuce out of it. ‘Was what him?’
‘Stan said some bloke had been asking after me. He said he thought it might have been a police officer.’
Jack’s head shoots up. ‘What?’
‘And the photos on my car.’
‘What photos on your car?’
With everything that’s been going on, I haven’t even had the chance to tell Jack all about it. But as I explain I notice his face pales. ‘What is it, Jack?’
‘I found a photograph of you. In our bedroom.’ His gaze goes to my coat hanging over the back of my chair. ‘You’re wearing that coat in it. I asked Finn about it. He said it was mine. Accused me of taking it because I fancied you.’ He shakes his head in disbelief. ‘Shit. What a bastard.’
He must have scaled the gate to get to my car. He’s certainly strong enough.