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Chapters (118)
  1. About the Author
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. 3
  11. Chapter 4
  12. 4
  13. Chapter 5
  14. 5
  15. Chapter 6
  16. 6
  17. Chapter 7
  18. 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. 8
  21. Chapter 9
  22. 9
  23. Chapter 10
  24. 10
  25. Chapter 11
  26. 11
  27. Chapter 12
  28. 12
  29. Chapter 13
  30. 13
  31. Chapter 14
  32. 14
  33. Chapter 15
  34. 15
  35. Chapter 16
  36. 16
  37. Chapter 17
  38. 17
  39. Chapter 18
  40. 18
  41. Chapter 19
  42. 19
  43. Chapter 20
  44. 20
  45. Chapter 21
  46. 21
  47. Chapter 22
  48. 22
  49. Chapter 23
  50. 23
  51. Chapter 24
  52. 24
  53. Chapter 25
  54. 25
  55. Chapter 26
  56. 26
  57. Chapter 27
  58. 27
  59. Chapter 28
  60. 28
  61. Chapter 29
  62. 29
  63. Chapter 30
  64. 30
  65. Chapter 31
  66. 31
  67. Chapter 32
  68. 32
  69. Chapter 33
  70. 33
  71. Chapter 34
  72. 34
  73. Chapter 35
  74. 35
  75. Chapter 36
  76. 36
  77. Chapter 37
  78. 37
  79. Chapter 38
  80. 38
  81. Chapter 39
  82. 39
  83. Chapter 40
  84. 40
  85. Chapter 41
  86. 41
  87. Chapter 42
  88. 42
  89. Chapter 43
  90. 43
  91. Chapter 44
  92. 44
  93. Chapter 45
  94. 45
  95. Chapter 46
  96. 46
  97. Chapter 47
  98. 47
  99. Chapter 48
  100. 48
  101. Chapter 49
  102. 49
  103. Chapter 50
  104. 50
  105. Chapter 51
  106. 51
  107. Chapter 52
  108. 52
  109. Chapter 53
  110. 53
  111. Epilogue
  112. Epilogue
  113. Acknowledgements
  114. Read more
  115. Read more
  116. BRISTOL DAILY NEWS
  117. October 2018
  118. THE BEGINNING

His head swivels towards me, his eyes wide. ‘I’ve just called an ambulance. There’s a woman here, unconscious.’ He gets to his feet, and that’s when I see her. The woman. She’s sprawled on top of a dirty old sleeping-bag and there are used needles littering the concrete floor, as well as empty crisp packets and a cereal box. A drug addict.

Rory kneels beside her and takes her hand. He looks visibly upset and I’m suddenly struck by the horror of it. ‘She’s so thin,’ he says sadly. ‘What makes somebody end up like this?’

I go to him and put my hand on his shoulder, wanting to comfort him. I know this will affect Rory greatly. He’s the first person to put his hand into his pocket, or donate by mobile when an advert for Unicef or the RSPCC comes on the TV. He can’t walk past a homeless person without stopping to give money, or a Big Issue seller even if he already has that particular copy. I kneel down beside him. The woman looks older than me, her skin sallow and sunken, her long dark hair matted and greasy. She’s wearing a colourful maxi-dress and only a cardigan for warmth. Her fingernails are bitten down and dirty. But there’s something familiar about the shape of her face and the dimple next to her full, chapped lips.

Rory still has hold of her hand. ‘It’s okay,’ he says to her, in a soothing voice. ‘The ambulance is on its way. We’ll stay with you. My name is Rory and this is my girlfriend, Jess.’

At the mention of my name her eyelids twitch and her mouth moves.

‘Rory,’ I whisper, ‘she’s not unconscious. She’s trying to say something.’

Her eyes open slowly. Cat’s eyes. For a second I stop breathing. ‘Jess …’ Her voice is raspy, as though she’s not used to speaking out loud.

Rory turns to me in shock. ‘Do you know this woman?’

Her eyes close again and her hand goes limp in Rory’s.

I sit back on my heels in horror, thinking I might be sick as the sirens sound in the distance. It can’t be. It can’t be her. But even in her current state the resemblance to Heather is striking. ‘I think … I think it’s Flora.’

Chapter 47

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47

Margot

‘I need to tell you the truth,’ Heather says, staring at Margot intently. ‘Flora’s still alive.’

Margot stares at her daughter, speechless. The damage to her brain must have been greater than any of them had understood. She’s spouting rubbish. She’s confused, bless her.

She takes her hand. ‘Sweetheart, we have to accept that Flora is dead.’