Chapters (118)
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- 1
- Chapter 2
- 2
- Chapter 3
- 3
- Chapter 4
- 4
- Chapter 5
- 5
- Chapter 6
- 6
- Chapter 7
- 7
- Chapter 8
- 8
- Chapter 9
- 9
- Chapter 10
- 10
- Chapter 11
- 11
- Chapter 12
- 12
- Chapter 13
- 13
- Chapter 14
- 14
- Chapter 15
- 15
- Chapter 16
- 16
- Chapter 17
- 17
- Chapter 18
- 18
- Chapter 19
- 19
- Chapter 20
- 20
- Chapter 21
- 21
- Chapter 22
- 22
- Chapter 23
- 23
- Chapter 24
- 24
- Chapter 25
- 25
- Chapter 26
- 26
- Chapter 27
- 27
- Chapter 28
- 28
- Chapter 29
- 29
- Chapter 30
- 30
- Chapter 31
- 31
- Chapter 32
- 32
- Chapter 33
- 33
- Chapter 34
- 34
- Chapter 35
- 35
- Chapter 36
- 36
- Chapter 37
- 37
- Chapter 38
- 38
- Chapter 39
- 39
- Chapter 40
- 40
- Chapter 41
- 41
- Chapter 42
- 42
- Chapter 43
- 43
- Chapter 44
- 44
- Chapter 45
- 45
- Chapter 46
- 46
- Chapter 47
- 47
- Chapter 48
- 48
- Chapter 49
- 49
- Chapter 50
- 50
- Chapter 51
- 51
- Chapter 52
- 52
- Chapter 53
- 53
- Epilogue
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
- Read more
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- BRISTOL DAILY NEWS
- October 2018
- THE BEGINNING
‘You’re in my home.’ He grins, and I move out of the way so he can make himself comfortable in the corner. I hand him a couple of my cigarettes and he presses one to his lips so I light it for him. ‘Did you catch up with that geezer in the end?’ he asks, after he’s taken a few drags.
‘What geezer?’
‘The bloke who came looking for you last week.’
‘A bloke was looking for me last week?’ This is the first I’ve heard of it.
‘Yeah, tallish fella.’
I think of Flora and my suspicions that it had been she who was following me. ‘Could it have been a woman?’
He shakes his head and picks what I hope is a bit of ash out of his beard. ‘Nah. Definitely a bloke.’
I think of Wayne Walker. ‘What did he look like?’
‘Stocky. Quite handsome.’
That doesn’t sound like Wayne. Unless it was Adam. ‘Did he have dark hair and a beard?’
‘Nah. He was blond.’
I frown, trying to think. Was it Norman? ‘Was he quite old?’
‘He was young. Well, about your age, I reckon.’
‘What did he want?’
He pulls the blanket firmly around his shoulders. ‘Wanted to know your movements. What time you left, that kind of thing. He looked official, actually. I thought he was a policeman.’
A policeman? Why were the police looking for me? ‘Did he … did he say anything else?’
‘Nah. He stalked off when I wouldn’t tell him anything.’
I smile at him, overwhelmed by fondness for this man whom I’ve talked to every day for the last nine months but don’t really know. ‘Thank you.’
He grins. ‘Any time.’
‘So, what’s the big secret?’ I ask Jack, as we sit at a table in the café near the top of Park Street.
He fiddles with his paper napkin. ‘I’m leaving.’
I stare at him, speechless, the glass of elderflower cordial nearly slipping out of my hand. ‘But – but why?’
‘I’m going back to Brighton. Got a job on the Argus. I miss my home town, Jess. I’m sorry. And, also, it’s as a reporter.’
A reporter? I knew it. Has he been tipping off Harriet Hill? Would he do that? Undermine me? No. I can’t believe he would.
‘I’ve been earning extra cash selling contact details to the nationals,’ he adds, his cheeks flushed. ‘I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, Jess.’
I shrug. ‘There’s no law against it.’
‘I thought it could be a way in, that’s all.’
‘But what about Finn? Will he move to Brighton with you?’
‘We’re over.’
Again, I’m reeling. ‘What? When?’
‘I’m sorry I haven’t been myself for the last few weeks. Finn, well, he turned out to be a knob.’ He smiles sadly.
I’ve always thought so but I’ve never admitted that to Jack. ‘In what way?’