Chapters (118)
- About the Author
- Dedication
- Prologue
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- 1
- Chapter 2
- 2
- Chapter 3
- 3
- Chapter 4
- 4
- Chapter 5
- 5
- Chapter 6
- 6
- Chapter 7
- 7
- Chapter 8
- 8
- Chapter 9
- 9
- Chapter 10
- 10
- Chapter 11
- 11
- Chapter 12
- 12
- Chapter 13
- 13
- Chapter 14
- 14
- Chapter 15
- 15
- Chapter 16
- 16
- Chapter 17
- 17
- Chapter 18
- 18
- Chapter 19
- 19
- Chapter 20
- 20
- Chapter 21
- 21
- Chapter 22
- 22
- Chapter 23
- 23
- Chapter 24
- 24
- Chapter 25
- 25
- Chapter 26
- 26
- Chapter 27
- 27
- Chapter 28
- 28
- Chapter 29
- 29
- Chapter 30
- 30
- Chapter 31
- 31
- Chapter 32
- 32
- Chapter 33
- 33
- Chapter 34
- 34
- Chapter 35
- 35
- Chapter 36
- 36
- Chapter 37
- 37
- Chapter 38
- 38
- Chapter 39
- 39
- Chapter 40
- 40
- Chapter 41
- 41
- Chapter 42
- 42
- Chapter 43
- 43
- Chapter 44
- 44
- Chapter 45
- 45
- Chapter 46
- 46
- Chapter 47
- 47
- Chapter 48
- 48
- Chapter 49
- 49
- Chapter 50
- 50
- Chapter 51
- 51
- Chapter 52
- 52
- Chapter 53
- 53
- Epilogue
- Epilogue
- Acknowledgements
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- BRISTOL DAILY NEWS
- October 2018
- THE BEGINNING
Heather snatches her hand away and adjusts her position on the bed so that she’s facing her mother. ‘No. Listen. Please listen. It’s important, Mum. I know I sound deluded. Mad, even. But … I don’t know if it was seeing Jess again or just my brain healing but I’ve remembered. Ask Adam if you don’t believe me. Ask him what we’d been fighting about that last night.’
Margot puts a hand to her head. ‘I don’t understand what you’re trying to tell me.’
‘I found out about Flora when Deirdre came to stay at the caravan park. She had a dog with her. Big and fluffy. You know, one of those Chow Chows. And I remembered Flora telling me about them when she was going out with Dylan. She said the mother of the guy his mum was seeing bred them. And the guy’s brother, Clive, had come to the fair and brought it with him. And then there was the ring …’
Margot gets up from the bed and begins pacing the room, her mind racing. Flora’s alive? ‘Where is she?’ she snaps, suddenly not caring about the logistics, only that she wants to see her daughter again, her baby. She burns with it, the desire to hold her elder daughter in her arms again. ‘Where is she, Heather?’
Heather starts crying. ‘That’s just it. I don’t know. I found her, Mum. In Clive Wilson’s house in Southville. I found her and then I lost her again. Call the detective guy that you like. Get him to find her.’
Margot wants to believe all this is true. She’s dreamed of it so many times over the years. But Heather’s been in a coma – she nearly died. ‘Are you sure you didn’t … dream this?’
‘I’m telling the truth. It’s a long story, Mum.’ Heather’s face is a picture of desperation. ‘I’ll tell you another time but, for now, please, just find her.’
Ruthgow sounds just as sceptical as Margot feels.
‘And Heather is telling you this only now?’
Margot is patrolling the length of the atrium, her mobile clamped against her ear. There are a few people at tables, nursing vending-machine drinks. The cafés are now closed. ‘I don’t think she could remember before. The … accident. Her head … her thoughts were all over the place.’ Her voice sounds echoey in the vast space.
‘Please try not to get your hopes up,’ he says softly. She wonders if he’s at home. Perhaps with a significant other. Are they clearing up after dinner or about to go out for the evening? She’s sure she can hear someone humming in the background. ‘I understand how badly you want it to be true. But this could be a figment of Heather’s imagination after spending a week in a coma.’
‘I – I know.’