Back Their Last Secret
Chapters (97)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise
  4. Booklist
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. One
  8. Two
  9. Three
  10. Four
  11. Five
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. Twenty-Four
  31. Twenty-Five
  32. Twenty-Six
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-One
  48. Forty-Two
  49. Forty-Three
  50. Forty-Four
  51. Forty-Five
  52. Forty-Six
  53. Forty-Seven
  54. Forty-Eight
  55. Forty-Nine
  56. Fifty
  57. Fifty-One
  58. Fifty-Two
  59. Fifty-Three
  60. Fifty-Four
  61. Fifty-Five
  62. Fifty-Six
  63. Fifty-Seven
  64. Fifty-Eight
  65. Fifty-Nine
  66. Sixty
  67. Sixty-One
  68. Sixty-Two
  69. Sixty-Three
  70. Sixty-Four
  71. Sixty-Five
  72. Sixty-Six
  73. Sixty-Seven
  74. Sixty-Eight
  75. Sixty-Nine
  76. Seventy
  77. Seventy-One
  78. Seventy-Two
  79. Seventy-Three
  80. Seventy-Four
  81. Seventy-Five
  82. Seventy-Six
  83. Seventy-Seven
  84. Seventy-Eight
  85. Seventy-Nine
  86. Eighty
  87. Eighty-One
  88. Eighty-Two
  89. Eighty-Three
  90. Eighty-Four
  91. Eighty-Five
  92. Eighty-Six
  93. Eighty-Seven
  94. Eighty-Eight
  95. Eighty-Nine
  96. Acknowledgments & A Personal Note
  97. Excerpt

“I wanted—” Flo’s voice trembled. “I made peanut butter cookies for you and wanted to bring them with clothes and books, but they said that I’m not allowed to give you anything. I have to mail them or something.”

Marie nodded. “They got a lot of rules.”

“They only gave us thirty minutes to visit,” Ned said.

“How are you?” Flo said. “I mean here, and with everything?”

“I got a place to myself. I eat in my room. I get a half hour alone in the yard to exercise. It’s a little lonely. I wish I had a TV. It’s boring.”

Ned exchanged a quick glance with his wife, repositioned himself and took a breath.

“Marie, we have to know if it’s true,” he asked.

She stared at her parents, reading the pain, terror and utter emptiness in their expressions, just as she had at Pike’s funeral.

“Is it true? What do you think, Dad?”

“We need to hear it from you.”

“My lawyer told me not to talk about it.”

“We’re your parents,” Flo said.

“We got a right to know,” Ned said.

Marie looked away, blinking back her tears, sniffling, brushing at her nose. Then she looked back at her parents before telling them in a voice barely audible: “It’s true. We did it.”

Ned shut his eyes, cursed under his breath and stifled a sob by covering his stubbled face with a shaking, calloused hand.

Stabbed with a sorrow she could not bear, Flo groaned and, straining to breathe, she whispered: “You killed a mother, a father and two little children?”

Marie was silent.

“Why?” Ned’s voice creaked with pain.

Marie lowered her head, her hair curtained in front of her face. In a soft voice she said: “It just happened.”

“It just happened?” Her father’s anguish and anger seethed beneath the surface. He stifled another curse. “I was there to move the cars. I saw cops bawling and you tell us, ‘it just happened’? God, it’s like Pike all over—”

Marie’s head snapped up, her eyes locked onto her parents.

Flo seized his tattooed forearm. “Don’t, Ned. Don’t!”

Ned caught himself, struggled for composure.

“Don’t you have any remorse?” Ned asked. “Are you even sorry for what you’ve done?”

Marie was silent.

“You’ve ripped the heart out of the entire town,” Ned said. “Legal Aid was going to force us to pay for your lawyer. We had to prove we didn’t have the money. I would’ve lost the business, maybe had to sell the house. Do you even grasp the depth of the destruction you and—”

“Stop,” Flo said.

Marie’s eyes narrowed into slits, intensifying the fire burning in them. Assessing her mother and father, her body shook.

“You won’t have to worry about me ever again. I’ll be out of your lives just like you always wanted.”