Back Their Last Secret
Chapters (97)
  1. Cover
  2. Back Cover Text
  3. Praise
  4. Booklist
  5. Dedication
  6. Epigraph
  7. One
  8. Two
  9. Three
  10. Four
  11. Five
  12. Six
  13. Seven
  14. Eight
  15. Nine
  16. Ten
  17. Eleven
  18. Twelve
  19. Thirteen
  20. Fourteen
  21. Fifteen
  22. Sixteen
  23. Seventeen
  24. Eighteen
  25. Nineteen
  26. Twenty
  27. Twenty-One
  28. Twenty-Two
  29. Twenty-Three
  30. Twenty-Four
  31. Twenty-Five
  32. Twenty-Six
  33. Twenty-Seven
  34. Twenty-Eight
  35. Twenty-Nine
  36. Thirty
  37. Thirty-One
  38. Thirty-Two
  39. Thirty-Three
  40. Thirty-Four
  41. Thirty-Five
  42. Thirty-Six
  43. Thirty-Seven
  44. Thirty-Eight
  45. Thirty-Nine
  46. Forty
  47. Forty-One
  48. Forty-Two
  49. Forty-Three
  50. Forty-Four
  51. Forty-Five
  52. Forty-Six
  53. Forty-Seven
  54. Forty-Eight
  55. Forty-Nine
  56. Fifty
  57. Fifty-One
  58. Fifty-Two
  59. Fifty-Three
  60. Fifty-Four
  61. Fifty-Five
  62. Fifty-Six
  63. Fifty-Seven
  64. Fifty-Eight
  65. Fifty-Nine
  66. Sixty
  67. Sixty-One
  68. Sixty-Two
  69. Sixty-Three
  70. Sixty-Four
  71. Sixty-Five
  72. Sixty-Six
  73. Sixty-Seven
  74. Sixty-Eight
  75. Sixty-Nine
  76. Seventy
  77. Seventy-One
  78. Seventy-Two
  79. Seventy-Three
  80. Seventy-Four
  81. Seventy-Five
  82. Seventy-Six
  83. Seventy-Seven
  84. Seventy-Eight
  85. Seventy-Nine
  86. Eighty
  87. Eighty-One
  88. Eighty-Two
  89. Eighty-Three
  90. Eighty-Four
  91. Eighty-Five
  92. Eighty-Six
  93. Eighty-Seven
  94. Eighty-Eight
  95. Eighty-Nine
  96. Acknowledgments & A Personal Note
  97. Excerpt

“Don’t say that,” Flo said. “Why’re you saying that?”

“Why can’t you admit the truth for once? You always loved Pike more than me. You always blamed me for Pike. And it’s just like your husband said—this is Pike all over again, only this time with more dead people!”

“Please, Marie, don’t say that!” her mother pleaded. “Maybe when this is over we can get you the help you need—”

Marie banged the headset against the glass, dropped it to the counter, flashed both middle fingers at her parents and left.

Nicola Hope Gorman had been transferred to the Manitoba Youth Centre, the largest juvenile correctional facility in the province, a sprawling, low-standing, red brick building in Winnipeg’s west side.

Nikki rarely had contact with other female prisoners, who all were under eighteen. She was isolated because of her age and alleged crimes. But secrets seldom survived in prison. The others knew who she was. So when Nikki’s caseworker, a broad-shouldered woman named Irene, who’d lost the ability to smile, removed her from her cell and escorted her in handcuffs past other cells toward the visiting area, the other girls mocked her.

“Yo, killer queen!”

“Hey, four-count girl!”

“Super freak!”

Nikki and Irene waited for the unit security door to be buzzed open, then entered the visiting room. Because prisoners held in MYC were longer term, policy did not separate families by glass during visits. But Nikki’s case was different. She was taken to an open area and seated at a metal picnic table bolted to the floor. No one else was in the room.

“No contact,” Irene said. “I’ll be near. This will be supervised.”

“Because I’m special.”

“Yeah, so special.”

Across the room there was a loud electronic buzz, a metallic clank, a door opened and Nancy Gorman entered. Nikki’s blank face twisted into a scowl when Telforde Rahynes followed behind. In a reflexive response, Nikki stood to leave but felt a hand on her shoulder and glanced at Irene, who gave a subtle shake of her head. Nikki sat back down.

Nancy moved across the room, her arms rising to embrace her daughter until she saw the flash of Irene’s big palm and her icy headshake, underscoring the no-contact policy. Nancy and Telforde sat with their palms flat on the table as instructed earlier.

Nikki’s first words to her mother were: “Why did you bring him?”

Nancy was taken aback. “I live with him. He drove.”

“This whole thing is your fault,” Nikki said.

“What?” Nancy said. “I don’t understand.”

“Hello, Nikki,” Telforde said, his eyes taking a quick walk over her jumpsuit. “They only gave us twenty-five minutes, so show your mother some respect.”

Nikki shot Telforde a middle finger. “You’re not paying my rent anymore.”

Disgusted, Telforde shook his head with a sideways grin.

“Nikki,” Nancy said. “Don’t do this. Tell me how they’re treating you?”