Chapters (97)
- Cover
- Back Cover Text
- Praise
- Booklist
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-One
- Twenty-Two
- Twenty-Three
- Twenty-Four
- Twenty-Five
- Twenty-Six
- Twenty-Seven
- Twenty-Eight
- Twenty-Nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-One
- Thirty-Two
- Thirty-Three
- Thirty-Four
- Thirty-Five
- Thirty-Six
- Thirty-Seven
- Thirty-Eight
- Thirty-Nine
- Forty
- Forty-One
- Forty-Two
- Forty-Three
- Forty-Four
- Forty-Five
- Forty-Six
- Forty-Seven
- Forty-Eight
- Forty-Nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-One
- Fifty-Two
- Fifty-Three
- Fifty-Four
- Fifty-Five
- Fifty-Six
- Fifty-Seven
- Fifty-Eight
- Fifty-Nine
- Sixty
- Sixty-One
- Sixty-Two
- Sixty-Three
- Sixty-Four
- Sixty-Five
- Sixty-Six
- Sixty-Seven
- Sixty-Eight
- Sixty-Nine
- Seventy
- Seventy-One
- Seventy-Two
- Seventy-Three
- Seventy-Four
- Seventy-Five
- Seventy-Six
- Seventy-Seven
- Seventy-Eight
- Seventy-Nine
- Eighty
- Eighty-One
- Eighty-Two
- Eighty-Three
- Eighty-Four
- Eighty-Five
- Eighty-Six
- Eighty-Seven
- Eighty-Eight
- Eighty-Nine
- Acknowledgments & A Personal Note
- Excerpt
First the threatening note, then Marisa Joyce Narmore’s death, even Kayla asking more questions about her life, and now this—
Stay in control, she told her reflection. You can survive this if you stay in control!
Emma composed herself and rejoined Ben and Kayla.
“Look, if you’re not feeling well we can go home.” Ben touched her shoulder.
“Sure,” Kayla said. “We’ll get it to go.”
Emma waved away their concerns while sipping water.
“I think it was a combination of swallowing the wrong way and nervousness from being on TV.”
Ben and Kayla studied Emma for a few seconds—stopping when the food arrived.
“All right, as long as you’re okay,” Ben said.
“I’m fine and so glad you’re going to start a new book,” Emma lied.
For the rest of their evening her ears throbbed with a clear, shrill alarm. Her heart thudded against her chest.
I’ve got to do something. Maybe I can stop him from writing the book, nudge him in a different direction? But even if I can’t do that, he still may never learn the truth because my identity was sealed by the court. Let’s see how this plays out. I can survive this if I stay in control.
Thirty-Seven
Manitoba
2000
The taxi traveled through the northeast corner of Brandon to its destination: The Brandon Correctional Centre.
Marlene Klassyn paid the fare with a modest tip, reported at the desk, was checked by security, then taken to the visiting room and directed to one of the booths, where she waited on her side of the glass for her daughter.
Minutes later amid electric buzzing and metal clanking, Janie appeared in a prison jumpsuit and took her place. Her hair, longer and stringy, didn’t detract from her eyes with those upswept corners, her high cheeks speckled with acne, her beauty. They each reached for the telephone handsets.
“How’re you doing?” her mother asked.
“Look where I am. How do you think I’m doing?”
Janie took stock of her mother—her skin and eyes looked yellowish and she’d lost weight.
“You look sick. Are you drinking more? You didn’t have to come.”
“I wanted to see you.”
“Here I am. How did you get here?”
“Bus then a cab. I had to sell the car.”
“Why?”
“To pay for the move.”
“You moved?”
“Yes, I would’ve visited you sooner but I had to move. They fired me at the club for obvious reasons.”
“Where did you move to?”
Blinking back tears, Marlene said: “I got a room above Harry Hoyt’s Bar.”
“That bar? The bar of the intoxicated conception?”