But he didn’t say anything. He didn’t offer to escort her back to the Abbey or even bid her good day.

When she walked out the door, he simply let her go.

Chapter 18

Neville stared, unseeing, at the column of figures he’d entered into the ledger. They blurred before his tired eyes. He’d been hunched over the library desk for hours, trying to distract himself with work.

A fruitless endeavor.

He was unable to focus on anything.

At times like these, he was best suited to being out with the horses. But he’d already spent most of the morning in the stables, avoiding the house guests.

Avoiding her.

Across the room, Justin stood at the window, gazing out through the rain-streaked glass. His countenance was grim. “Miss Hartwright won’t be leaving tomorrow.”

Neville’s head jerked up. His heart gave a bitter lurch at the very mention of her name. “Why not?”

“Because,” Justin said with infuriating logic, “by this evening the cliff road will have washed out.”

Tom folded his newspaper and rose from his chair to join Justin at the window. He peered out, frowning. “It looks as though it already has.”

“Not yet, but soon. Given the way this storm is progressing, we’ll be lucky if it’s passable again by Twelfth Night.”

“What do you suggest?” Tom asked.

“If she can make herself ready within an hour’s time, I’ll have Danvers drive her to the railway station in Abbot’s Holcombe. It will be easier for her than enduring the mail coach all the way to Barnstaple.”

Tom nodded. “I’ll tell Alex.” He strode from the room, shutting the library door behind him.

Neville returned to his work. He scratched out a figure in the ledger and entered a new one, his fingers clenched around the quill so tightly it threatened to break in his hand. He forced himself to relax. To turn his attention to something else. Anything other than the stricken way Clara had looked when he’d told her he had nothing to offer her.

And now she was leaving.

Not on Twelfth Night, and not tomorrow, but this very day. Within the hour. And there was nothing he could do about it. Not even if he wanted to. She would climb into the carriage, and Danvers would drive her straight out of his life.

Neville was paralyzed by the emotion of it.

He lay down his quill and rested his head in his hands.

“Do you know,” Justin said, “I don’t believe I’ve ever observed Boothroyd looking half so miserable balancing the estate accounts as you do.”

“I’m not Boothroyd.”

“No, indeed.” Justin came to stand beside the desk. He flipped through the last two pages of the ledger. “He has a knack for poring over paperwork for hours at a time without suffering the smallest degree of boredom.”