Back The Titanic Sisters
Chapters (53)
  1. Praise
  2. Also by
  3. Title Page
  4. Copyright Page
  5. Dedication
  6. Donegal, Ireland - 1911
  7. Delia
  8. Nora
  9. Delia
  10. Nora
  11. The Titanic - 1912
  12. Delia
  13. Nora
  14. Delia
  15. Nora
  16. Delia
  17. Nora
  18. Delia
  19. Nora
  20. Delia
  21. New York - 1912
  22. Delia
  23. Nora
  24. Delia
  25. Nora
  26. Delia
  27. Nora
  28. Dallas, Texas - 1913
  29. Delia
  30. Donegal - 1913
  31. Nora
  32. Shotgun City - 1913
  33. Delia
  34. New York - 1913
  35. Nora
  36. Humboldt Ranch - 1913
  37. Delia
  38. Shotgun City - 1913
  39. Nora
  40. Delia
  41. Nora
  42. Delia
  43. Nora
  44. Delia
  45. Nora
  46. Delia
  47. Nora
  48. Delia
  49. Nora
  50. Delia
  51. Delia
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. Suggested Questions for Discussion

The questions swirled in my head. But no answers came. Would the answers ever come? My eyelids felt heavy, and a drowsy feeling came over me. There was not a sound to be heard except for Nurse Mason’s quiet breathing. I wondered had she fallen asleep, and I envied her. I fought back the sleep that was claiming me. How could I sleep with so many questions still to be answered, and so many worries to be eased?

The image of a woman’s face appeared in front of me. She knelt, crying, beside an empty bed, lit candles placed all around it. “Don’t cry,” I called out to her. “Don’t be worrying your head about me. I’m still here. I didn’t die.”

* * *

Over the next week I began to get my strength back. Nurse Mason had me walking down the corridor and back several times a day. In the beginning I felt an awful weakness in my legs, and a dizziness would come over me. I’d limp back to bed, leaning on the nurse. But in time I was able to walk without her help. My new-found freedom, such as it was, raised my spirits. Surely everything would be sorted out soon.

I expected the answers would flow easily out of my memory. But I was wrong. The answers came one day from an older, well-dressed woman who came into my room and sat down beside my bed.

“Ah, there you are. Thank God for His miracle.”

I stared at her. She was very tall—tall as a man. Even sitting down, she towered over me. Her hair was bright red, a color far too young for her age. Her eyes were clear blue and seemed to look straight through me. Her stare made me jittery.

“Who are you?” I blurted out.

She paid my question no heed. If I hadn’t known better, I’d have thought she was smiling at me.

“My name is Felicity Barrett Shaw,” she said, her accent an odd mixture of Irish brogue, marble-mouthed English toff and drawling American.

I stared at her. She patted my hand, and I noticed her long, slender fingers and a ring with a diamond the size of my fist. My mouth fell open.

“It’s perfectly all right,” she said. “I wouldn’t expect you to remember me.”

I swallowed hard. “What is my name?” I whispered.

“Oh, you poor dear. You must be so confused. Dr. Taylor told me you have no memory of who you are or what happened to you.” She paused and took a deep breath. “None of us knows your name.”

She must have seen the eyes popping out of my head, for she stopped talking for a minute. Then she went on. “I know this must all be such a shock to you, my dear, but you may as well hear the whole story now. No sense dragging things out, I always say.”