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Chapters (45)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. PART ONE: Who is She if Not Everyone Else’s?
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. PART TWO: Take the Bullet Out
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. PART THREE: Orion Waves
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  44. AUTHOR INTERVIEW
  45. COPYRIGHT

‘How is this supposed to work?’ Ellis asks once we approach Lenore’s street, Rockglenn. ‘Is this like a good cop, bad cop kind of thing?’

‘Why, change of heart? You wanna be bad cop?’ I say, laughing a little at the thought of soft-spoken Ellis slapping his hands down on an interrogation table.

‘D-definitely not.’

‘Don’t worry. I’ll do the talking. I need you to listen for important information that I might miss as someone who’s not from here.’

‘OK.’ Ellis nods vigorously. ‘That makes sense. B-b-but what if she doesn’t want to talk about it at all? Then what do we do next?’

‘We’ll get there when we get there,’ I say, trancelike. I turn to meet his gaze; there’s a mayfly on his shoulder. I peel it off by its wings. ‘Those fuckers only have a lifespan of five minutes, did you know that? And each one dedicates its impossibly short life to being as irritating as possible.’ Just like you, I imagine Peyton saying. I strip away the thought.

‘Mona, what if she’s not even home?’

‘You’re right. Let’s leave.’

Ellis turns to me with a wry smile. I plough into him with my shoulder.

‘Is that what you want me to say?’ I ask.

‘No.’

‘Then what do these anxiety-ridden questions even accomplish, huh?’

‘Force of habit.’

‘Break it. We’ll get there – when we get there. If she doesn’t want to talk, we’ll figure something out. If she’s not here, we’ll come back.’

‘Oh. I think this is it,’ Ellis says.

It’s a small house that evokes the aesthetic of a barn – bright red with a sloped roof and an ill-fitting conservatory addition, framed with thin white netting. It looks like it might crumple under a strong breeze. We stomp up the depressed wooden steps and swing open the first screen door, which is unlocked and about as heavy as a breath. It groans when it opens. A copper sun hangs on one side of it, a moon on the other. A windchime sings. I’m not nervous. I largely feel nothing when I ring the doorbell, and only a slight leap of surprise when the door swings open to reveal a woman.

She’s in her late fifties, maybe, and she’s wearing this corduroy two-piece suit despite the heat, curly black hair on the top of her head, black make-up that has smudged slightly round her eyes. Her skin is a warm brown, barely shiny. The artificial pink of her lips cracks when she purses them. ‘Oh. Hello. Can I help you?’

‘Are you Lenore?’

She blinks. ‘Yes, I am.’

I figure an upfront approach will work best. ‘We wanted to talk to you about Roxy Raines. Did you know her?’