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Chapters (45)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. PART ONE: Who is She if Not Everyone Else’s?
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. PART TWO: Take the Bullet Out
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. PART THREE: Orion Waves
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  44. AUTHOR INTERVIEW
  45. COPYRIGHT

And Mary Anne was the only other name listed on the police report. No, I didn’t want to interrogate her so early on, without any leverage. But I’m still riled up about my earlier revelation of wasted time, and though perhaps it’d be wise to observe a bit longer, I’m not feeling particularly wise.

It’s quiet towards the end of the lunch rush at two, when my shift’s almost over. I’m scribbling doodles on the back of receipt paper when I hear her come out of her office and then exit through the door at the back of the kitchen. I follow, my eyes needing to adjust to the whiteness of the outside, and I find Mary Anne sitting on the lounge chair behind the building. She hears my approach.

‘If you’re allowed to take a smoke break every hour then I think I should be able to as well,’ I say.

Mary Anne takes a long drag through her teeth and looks at me, gentle exasperation in her eyes. ‘Everyone in there taken care of?’

‘Yep.’

She gestures with her cigarette to the log stool opposite. ‘Then siddown.’

We’re quiet. Gulls scream from somewhere and a hot breeze sizzles past. I scrape at the blistering asphalt with my feet and can’t tell if Mary Anne is the type to appreciate the silence – probably. I’d like to break it. I look at her – she seems tired, jaded. I imagine myself at her age and wonder if I’ll have the same fatigue oozing out of every part of me.

I wonder too, brief as lightning, what Celeste might look like now, had there been no wood to be tempted into.

‘Have you lived here your whole life?’ I ask.

‘Born and raised.’

‘It seems like it’d be difficult to go to a school with so few people. Like you’re forced to hang out with them.’

‘You know, you’d think,’ she says, taking a drag. ‘But the circumstances are so odd, us being here, that I suppose we sorta …’ She gesticulates, looking for the words. ‘Bonded over that.’

‘Are a lot of the people you grew up with still living here?’

‘Oh, a few – well, come to think of it, probably most of them.’

‘Did you know someone named Roxy?’

The glance she casts up at me is so unforgiving that I shudder. She speaks slowly, dripping venom. ‘I’d heard word that some kid was going round asking questions about Roxy – didn’t realize she’d be the one under my own roof.’ She points at me with her cigarette, so near the smoke licks my nose. ‘You stay out of this business.’