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Chapters (45)
  1. TITLE PAGE
  2. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  3. PART ONE: Who is She if Not Everyone Else’s?
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. PART TWO: Take the Bullet Out
  13. CHAPTER 9
  14. CHAPTER 10
  15. CHAPTER 11
  16. CHAPTER 12
  17. CHAPTER 13
  18. CHAPTER 14
  19. CHAPTER 15
  20. CHAPTER 16
  21. CHAPTER 17
  22. CHAPTER 18
  23. CHAPTER 19
  24. CHAPTER 20
  25. CHAPTER 21
  26. CHAPTER 22
  27. CHAPTER 23
  28. CHAPTER 24
  29. CHAPTER 25
  30. CHAPTER 26
  31. CHAPTER 27
  32. CHAPTER 28
  33. PART THREE: Orion Waves
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
  44. AUTHOR INTERVIEW
  45. COPYRIGHT

I’d forgotten about that. ‘I was trying to get you to leave me alone.’

‘No, you weren’t,’ she says. ‘You weren’t.’

‘Oh, sorry, didn’t realize you know every one of my motivations for everything I do.’

‘Not all of them. Just that one. And Ellis likes you. I can tell. Not that there’re people Ellis doesn’t like, really, but … he really likes you. Anyway. Any other weird questions you want to get off your chest?’ she asks.

‘Yeah, actually. What did you mean when you said that you don’t even know me?’

‘Did I say that?’

‘I said I was sorry for lying after I talked to my dad,’ I remember, ‘and you said it’s OK because you don’t even know me.’

‘I think sometimes people expect too much from others. As far as I’m concerned, an easy way not to get hurt is not to expect anything from anyone.’

No one would say that unless they’ve been hurt. Maybe I was wrong about her.

After a moment Peyton rummages in the gap between her bed and the wall and emerges with a bottle of rum.

I raise my eyebrows at her. ‘Didn’t see you put that away when you were unpacking.’

‘I didn’t know what kind of person you were yet. Have you seen yourself? Absolute snitch. Now that I know you’re another heathen masquerading as a quiet little freak, we’re golden.’

‘But rum?’ I say, and take a swig.

‘We’re out at sea, aren’t we?’ She takes a swig in return, then says, her eyes screwed tight and voice gravelly and half-missing, ‘Yo-ho-ho.’

And the welcome throat-burn distracts us, at least for a while, distracts me well enough to concentrate, and I win the next two rounds.

‘I was, uh, wondering,’ Peyton says after, face rosy now, lips wet. ‘Do you, uh, have a boyfriend? Back home?’

I scoff without meaning to – Peyton looks hurt by it so I proceed gently into whatever new frontier of conversation this is. ‘Definitely not.’

She shifts, timid, casting for something. ‘Girlfriend?’

I’ve never been asked this directly. ‘Used to.’